junely

2011-03-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Its the first day of School today and I dont feel like going to school at all........ I somehow miss the time when I just sit at home and do nothing..... I want to go back to December, when we go malacca for fun...... awh.... I miss that time!

anyway, School wasn't that bad after all. I see a couple of cute guys in Uni, some really hot gals. It kind of made my day!

Class isn't that bad either, except for the BTH lecturer.... she basically just reads out everything that's from the lecture slides and the way she reads it sucks more...... other lecturers are all good...

I am super stressed up now.... I cant sleep although I am tired, I cant breath properly, I constantly got butterflies inside my stomach, the feeling is like me being in love again.... but too bad, I am not! :(

I am emotionally down now, when I look at the questions in the lab manual, I feel like crying.... Ive nv been so stressed up before except for the period before exam, but this is different. Today is just the first day of Uni and I am ady feeling like shit!

I need a person to let me lean onto but where are u...... u said u will be there for me always but where are u now? I need you! I just want somebody to just hug me tightly and stroke my hair telling me everything is gonna be okay. That's all I need.

I just hope everything will turn out fine..... *prays hard*

ps: how come u didnt come online recently? I missed u!

2011-02-06T10:29:00.002+08:00

I just want you to know that I trust you a lot. That's why I am telling you everything that's going on in my life. Sometimes, I would really hope for something in return, just like u said, updating each other? but well, I guessed things are a lil' different now. It seem like I am the only one telling stories.

well, I don't know what's your interpretation of the word 'friends'. All I do know is, when I trust someone and tell them all my secrets, I expect the someone will trust me too! I want it to be a mutual thing.

and I don't like it when someone say that I am kp, (I think its only you calling me that.) because its not like I am going to share your secrets with everyone, rit? I keep the secrets to myself. I am kind of hurt sometimes when you are hiding stuff from me, because it makes think that either you don't like me and you don't want to tell me your thing or you don't treat me as a trusty friend that can share stuff with... I always thought you will share everything with me, always, til 2 days ago.

It hurts me a lot

2011-01-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

Seldom update my blog last year because of the crappy internet connection I am using in Sun u. Well, a lot of stuff had happened in 2010...... Got to know some new friends, lost some close friends....

I miss my previous housemates a lot especially u! wanna leave room for suspension. hehe......

Was busy baking new year biscuits these few days...... they are all nice!

I am proud of myself because I finally got over u.... and I almost used like one year?? maybe a lil less than that..... well, I am now looking into the future and not the past anymore.... yeah for me!!!!

bought something for myself from British India.... its soooooooo comfy!!!!!

awh~ my sissy's babi is calling.... well, I AM JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!

Its quite fun to use ppl's fb acc to post something on their wall, especially when u have some inspiration! like the barbie dolls.... haha!!!! and I am planning summore.... need some suggestions from the girls, I am sick of using the gay topic ady..... and the barbie dolls.... haha... its the bomb!

anyway, I got nth to write anymore.... so gotta go!!!! ciaoz wer dude!!!!

Maison!

2010-09-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

I am missing you damn badly romeo.....

Went Maison yesterday with housemates!

The initial plan was to go MOS but lalala...... we went luna bar and lalala..... ended up at Maison.

NO pics taken, the place is too crowded with lala's everywhere and we saw a sparkling Myvi.

Our unit is damn happening, with food disappearing themselves and shampoo, conditioner became lesser and lesser and a lot of drama.

I am very sure that it's not the maid... u know, a bit of info here and there but how to catch her red handed...... I wonder

I just realised knowing a person too much is not that good. Like now, I get easily irritated by people. It's not that I am lansi or whatsoever but u know.... sometimes when you know a person too much, and the stuff they do will kind of irritate u even tiny lil' things.

I missed you!
o ya! Made up my mind to stop the chemical reaction, so I Will start another new "experiment" again. Not so soon since I don't have the reactant to start with but I believe, soon. *wait wait wait*

It's gonna be week 9 soon......

2010-08-19T15:43:00.002+08:00

Life isn't treating me that good recently, or should I say since my dad's diagnosed with cancer again. I realised I don't feel the same as before. I lost my appetite and sometimes I just don't feel moving anymore. I feel like there's this really huge stuff inside my stomach doing something strange to me..... I started praying a lot, waking up early in the sunday morning going to church.

I am scared of losing something I am having now. Family, friends and my property..... ok~ property as in pen, pencils, ruler, rubber, etc.

As usual, after lunch, went computer lab, got really emo and yea..... can't really hold back my tears anymore. Thanks Amy for writing me that note and not offering me tissue.

Some days, I don't even feel like saying hi or talking to anyone. I just lose interest in talking. But I know, life still goes on...... grrrrr~~~~

& I am going back to JB for the really long weekend!

I've been thinking of you a lot recently, like today during physiology lecture. Wonder what you are doing now, what are you up to recently and stuff. I felt like calling you but I realised it is impossible for me to contact you through phone. It's like totally impossible. The only way to contact you is like..... geez~ only through MSN? FB? and you don't even reply my email. & I know I am supposed to be listening in class.

and sometimes even when you are online, I wanted to talk to you but I am scared that you are too busy to even say hi to me. I would really want to let you know that I really need you now, to at least pat my head and squeeze my shoulder or give me a warm hug if you want to. & I've got lots to tell you, about things that's going on around me.

I guess, I Will have to give up on all these thoughts tho...... it's like so impossible to happen because you are like so far away. Even if you are near me, things will never be the same again.

what an emo post..... but I feel better now..... grrrr~~~ physiology is killing me. After today's lecture, I don't think I want babies in the future....

The any nasi goreng at poolside has shrunk in size because I can finish the rice now!
IT's too little for me tho....

New semester!

2010-08-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

Lab reports are killing me.....

& the annoying fei po who puts her leg on ppl's chair....

& the irritating small one.......

finds it real funny when I type something in BM.
like today, I pretended to be yang gemuk tu's maid
bawa makanan pergi uni tuk yang gemuk tu....
surprised that susan still replied

It's complicated

2010-05-08T16:07:00.003+08:00

It's raining again, got into a car accident yesterday.

Romeo went for castration and he's officially my 'sis' now, he looks extremely adorable with the cone thing attached to his neck.

Had a nightmare last night and it kind of makes me think a lot when I woke up. Had been spending my day thinking about it, tidying up my room, do laundry, studied a few pages of chemistry.

I already hid all of the updates but still, sometimes my itchy hands will still, you know, click on the thing. Yea! it's like a curse, once I clicked on it, I will be moody for a few days.

I have been telling myself, it's time to let everything go since it's history. oh well, don't we still study history now?? I want to forget about the past, and sometimes I wonder, why everything I once treasured dearly, loved has to go to the same fucking city. YES! everything, everyone.

Bah! I used to have at least some hope for 'the thing', but now, I guess I shall let go of any hopes I still have and stop dreaming and hoping for those korean drama scene to happen.

YEA! That's about it, gonna continue studying now.

Childish boy

2010-03-28T16:34:00.004+08:00

I officially hate AMOS GOH KE JING

first, he kicked my butt..... He freaking kicked it....

I know, when I tell people this, they will start to wonder, how can a uni student do this to a GIRL!

I freaking don't understand lor....

Fine! U hate me..... u told Hikari that U don't need to hate people for a reason.

but it's not good to show your hatred to someone by kicking them!

this is like soooo wrong...... U think u r still a primary school student or mentally retarded one...

Plus, you still said that we r of different frequency because u think that I am childish. Well, I have to tell you that, I personally admit that I am childish. but this is what a student's life is for. play, joke, tease....... BUT, I won't go and hurt people physically like you do.... For 2 consecutive days, you kicked and dirty my pants and I have to wash them like mad woman..... funny izzit....
You should be glad that I didn't call your mom and asked her to wash it for me.

I admit sometimes I joke around too much and well, you weren't in G2. That's all I can say.....
Plus, it isn't only me who laughs about that matter okay....

I know why you don't want to do it on Hikari.... because he has got bigger size than you and you are scared of him. ewen..... cuz she doesn't talk much and you don't dare to.... WHY me....!

Did I like ever do anything wrong to you before?

You said you don't like tall girls.... Well, this is obviously because you are SHORT!
and I defended myself because you said that thing in front of me! I told you straight that you are short and maybe because of that you don't like it la.... but, mind you, it's you who started saying that I am TALL! wat's wrong for being tall, I am not as tall as those super models do, I am only 163cm..... that's like a freaking normal height for women.

Ok now, I have to tell you this.... YOU ARE FREAKING SHORT!
I can be taller than you after I wore my heels ok.... and I am not like wearing those freaking 6 inches high ones.... mine is like the most norm norm height.... and I am still freaking taller than you!

Did I ever tell you that you have that stupid idiotic look on your face..... it's not that you are born like that, it's the way you answer people's question and the way you converse with other people and the way you act. and I am not saying that I look smart here la but still...... I may be childish, but when it comes to serious matters, I can be serious too....

and you said I am always not serious and well, I Forgot what you said ady, but if I am not serious, why for the last experiment we did on titration I like got a really very good results and even the lab demo asked the other lab people to come and look at my titration. This is because I fucking pay attention when I am doing my titration.

and on friday, I finish my work faster than you do and I finish my Bio lab report like earlier because I freaking sit at the other corner in the library and do the work myself and you said that I am always playing?

About the changing lab partner thing, is it because you couldn't be with the gal you like and you are hating me for it? and you didn't even tell your other lab partners that you don't understand what they are conversing.... and you kept on mumbling stuff yourself there.

and one more thing.... I freaking don't understand what you are saying every time on MSN, in class or anywhere la.... it's just weird.

like now, after the kicking accident, you kept on sending msg to who n who apologising to them, Well, IDIOT, the one you kicked is ME.. not them... Well, I am disappointed by what you did and I thought in uni we are suppose to be like normal students w/o the fighting and stuff..... maybe we will bitch about people or maybe we will joke around but we uni students definitely will not kick people intentionally.

I will not forgive you and I will see how you will apologise to me on Monday as in tomorrow as you told someone you will......

snap snap!!

2010-03-13T12:16:00.005+08:00

I miss my mummy........

I didn's PS these pics..... I think I look prettier and prettier...... Went for mingle because of the free food and I don't wanna crack my head thinking where to have dinner and stuff everynight, so.... mingle.... get to know new friends and free food... the thing about monash is, they always use free food to attract people.... and we, the greedy people always kena... mingle isn't fun at all, the games they play is like super stupid....

I hate being alone in my room..... bah!!!!! Roommate went back home.

I hate everyday except for saturday, sunday and monday!

Went to city harvest and thought of knowing some cute guys there.... but FAIL!
Think it's because I was wearing heels and I am like soooo tall, they dare not wanna know me.... or is it because of face prob? FML

Monash cafeteria is like super expensive. I had like chicken rice almost everytime I go there. Well, It's the most edible cheap food there. No choice.

Assignments, lab reports and online test.... argh!!! last friday, we had our first lab class, I am like dying ady wer.... feel like giving up studies. Nah! I won't do that....

Saw a cute guy from our class, but he's indon chinese la.... never mind.... I give up.....

Wanna watch Alice in Wonderland so much.... haha.... going to watch me Amy later and manicure.....

But seriously, I dont think my nails will last that long lor... because we will be doing a lot of lab work....

Wondering why it takes so long for the maid to clean our unit.... I wanna bath......

Finally a new post!

2010-02-26T00:33:00.001+08:00

I am still awake!

Dee Dah Dee

2010-01-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi!
Didn't update my blog for like a few weeks already!
I got my results, Uni, Hostel.... and a dog!

So, This is Romeo.....

HI! I is Romeo, I born on the 2nd of October and I is 3 months old now....
I got 1 papa, 1 mama and 2 jie jie... da jie and er jie....

I like my da jie's snoopy PJ..... and I jumped to bite her PJ when I saw her wearing it....

This is me with a verrrryyyy sissy PINK hair clip... I hate it.... because it makes me GAY!

This is my "luggage", my food......cuz mama wanna send jie jie to KL, so I have to stay at grandpa's house....

Da Jie and fat auntie say I look naked here....

ME!
and ME again!
my signature pose.....

I still look v small here......
in case you guys dunno who's fat auntie..... and her ting ting....
and this is snoopy
Ailie and her supadog

Shu Jun the Hawt

2009-11-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

Came back from Subang on Monday......... got a lot of stuff to bring back.....

going to kuching ON MY OWN from JB and meet Sean Sandra and HY there.....

realised something really complicated.....

will you date your ex's fren who has also dated one of your fren??

complicated right....

My answer will be a NO.....

And if my bf were to date one of my frens.....

I got nothing to say la.... but I wouldn't like it...

this is like a malaysia JB version of Gossip Girl.... No offence..... but I think it's not right to do that.....

I'm not as open minded as some of my frens.... but.... stillllll.....

okay.... um.... went to check out dogs......

gonna buy a boy boy......

and still thinking what should I name my dog

or I'll just call my dog ahhhhhhh bbboyyyyyyyyy aaaaaaaaa........

later my neighbour will press on my door bell....

cuz his name is also ah boy.... and he's in his early 40s

:)

chiaoz wei dude (Ng 2009)

I love you....

2009-11-20T11:59:00.004+08:00

I love this pic.......

Thanks sean for taking this pic

Do You Love Me?

2009-11-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

I'm done with SAM.....

No more course works and exams.....

Went to Genting with Dan, Vino, Sean, Guan Tat, Hua Yen, Sandra, Liji and siti with bf.

It was fun......

Had BBQ at night, sitting around the fire pit watching stars, chatting, talk about life......

I love GT's chicken wings....... hahahaha

Going BB tmr.... hahaha.....

feel so lost after exam, sigh.....

gotta take my bath now.... lazy to upload pics.... so....... ^^

chaoz wei dude ( Ng 2009)

It's all about YOU!!!

2009-10-20T17:04:00.005+08:00

Went to PN's house and they have something like open house thingy.... and BB baked banana cake and he said it tastes just like the banana cake my dad baked....

But the fact is.... I don't think my dad can bake.

Went Vino's uncle's house on deepavali day and we played the drinking game, cards, and eat.
Daniel, sean, phoebe, shui, evonne, sandra, sandra's friend, jocelyn, christy and HY were there....

ps: Pink Elephant's birthday is tomorrow....
pps: Ailie bought me a farewell present from S&J which also stands for SJ= Shu Jun
ppps: mummy is reading my blog..... tsk tsk.....
pppps: There's a cute guy staying downstairs called sean/shawn/ shaun... whatever la....
ppppps: I love my math formula sheet.
pppppps: I HATE you! ( the girl with white shirt I saw on monday at AC, I don't know you but you suck.... Get a life....... )

BTW, I'm using this really good and effective facial cream.... and it really reduces my pimples and my face is so damn smooth now except for my dimple like pimple on my cheek, I hope the dimple will not go away.....

The Break Up

2009-10-16T17:12:00.002+08:00

um...... my post is not really related to the title

but still somehow it relates....

anyway, long time didn't blog because have been 'studying' lately....

I"m really studying....!!!!

did past year questions......

talk to my calculator.....

pray every night.....

my unit was very noisy just now... Michelle was swearing...... in korean and english...... poor thing....... Fuck you......... ko shi gi.......

OooUuuuCccHHHH!!!!!

2009-09-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

I've been watching a lot of weird videos on youtube and I came across this new stuff ( ok, maybe it's new to me) it's called branding. It's another form of tattoo.

People just burn themselves intentionally, which I think it's stupid, it's like 2nd degree or 3rd degree burn, you have to take care of the so-called wounds properly because it might cause infection where unknown bacteria will go in and you will be in coma and then you will feel better =.=

It's basically a metal burnt until approx 1000 Celsius, and draw something something on your flesh..... ouch....

Another one is Skull implant.... or any implant.
where they put in silicons with a lot of shapes and metal spikes..... on their head or around their body. Wonder if any guys put those stuff at their balls to make them look bigger (??????)

anyway, don't know why, I suddenly feel like vomiting after watching it.....

( psst...... I think they are quite brave)

family outing

2009-09-25T11:55:00.005+08:00

Mama and uncle Ben and the rest of the family came to Subang for holiday. So, I woke up damn early that day and wait for them.....

For dinner.....
Dinner is always the same....
1. overseas
2. Sushi
3. Bubba gump
4.TGIF
5. japanese buffet nearby prince hotel
6. AC ( I know this is a bit lame but just suggest this to piss them of)

After that they sort of like give up and chose overseas....
then one of them said she don't wanna eat chinese food..
Birthday boy became a bit BC

after nearly for an hour, we finally made our decision.

Sushi at PJ Hilton hotel

Went to coco banana for free because uncle Ben and his friend open a bottle of whiskey.
No point going in because there's no one inside and the music is damn loud.
We have to talk like damn loud and when we wanna take pic we'll have to wait for the red light because using flash might be a bit weird.

Genki Sushi at PJ Hilton

erm..... this one is at coco banana

Shit.... at Genki Sushi....... again.... my photo is so messy

The whole family..... spot the birthday boy

Sis playing with her hair in the hotel while waiting for Alan to come...
Asked Alex to take pic for us cos I fail at camwhoring.... so he took this at first.... =.=

I want to hold your hand

2009-09-19T11:16:00.004+08:00

met up with Eileen and Kuan Shuen while I was in JB.....
we talked about life.
I realised I'm so tall....
KS said I looked like her bodyguard
But I'm not that tall wat.....
because....... better not say it here...... ^.^

starry starry night, paint your palette blue and gray.......
I'm a star
I'm a star.....

I Miss My MAMA and SIS and PAPA...
I miss the sound of my sister playing badminton when she's practicing with the wall.....
I miss gou gou
I miss my piano
I miss my bed
I miss teddy, pooh pooh....
I miss my wardrobe.
I miss JB.....

just look at the pink bear's face..... gave me lots to think about.....
ISH... It's just a face.....
But still.....

Where have you gone, I'm getting lonely & I need someone to rely on
So tell me when you are gonna let me in.

*************************************************************************************

Exam's over...

Nah~ still got finals......

Went to Sunway Pyramid with Christy and we talked about LIFE!

bought a pair of heels and it's like 3 inches..... so, after wearing it, I'll be approximately 170++cm.

BAH~ not going back to JB this holiday because:

1. I don't wanna squeeze with a lot of people.
2. I don't know how to book air ticket online although a lot of them offer to help me...
3. There's someone who's going back doesn't wanna offer me a ride.
4. I made an appointment with someone here.
5. I wanna guard 12-09 since da jung and li li is not here.
6. I got a hot date. ( baking cake with u-know-who)
7. I'm lazy.......

CHRISTY!!!!! I WANT MOONCAKE........

JOCELYN!!!!! I WANT MOONCAKE TOO.......

preferably with eggyolk..... I want the traditional one.....

I was stoning here the whole day yesterday.....

I'm alone with a dog who already slept for more than a week.... * Gonna wake her up*

I need to clean up my room....... because of exam, I didn't sweep the floor and my table is so full that I have to study on my lap or walk around or study at the living room.....

I hate papers..... because:
1. It kills trees ( I realised something during the exam, I forgot how to spell trees.... end up I need to look through the dictionary to find TREES)

2. I need to spend $$ to buy files and files are not cheap, costs about RM 7++ for the good quality one)

3. I hate getting paper cuts.

4. I will lost my notes if it's in paper form.......

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to: Daniel Nor Izzam, Danial Shaharel & Siti, Rizal, Shamme & Nazreen.....

ps: mama called and she said she might be coming on wed....... damn happy

Disaster movie 2

2009-09-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

my life is so fucked up.....

planned to finish studying my chem and bio.... maybe do some exercise, but end up I woke up quite late today, although still earlier than Ailie and Michelle.....

I finished chemistry trial paper 2007..... YES!!

I'm damn proud of myself.....

I cooked kimchi fried rice for dinner today, Michelle helped.... basically we cooked together la....

You'll need
1. rice from Korea
2. kimchi from Korea ( Duh~) Michelle bought it for $40 per Kg from her guardian
3. Lots and lots and lots of sesame oil ( preferably sesame oil from Korea)
4. Bacon ( from M'sia)
5. oil ( M'sia)

U'll need to heat up your pan and mix everything up.....

I realised Ailie is scared of small creatures..... especially the flying ones.

There's a new chinese restaurant downstairs selling nice halal chinese food. It has to be halal....

cleaned my room for more than 3 times these weekends.

I think I'm so gonna die for trials

I hate physics although I like Mr Yong

I love the scones at the bakery downstairs.

I cooked chicken in dark sauce on sunday for lunch and dinner.....

I think I'm marry-able because I can cook, as the chinese says 抓住老公的心，就要先抓住他的胃.
and I didn't put any MSG inside my stuff...... because it's unhealthy and it will cause hair fall as you guys know I'm balding already....

No! I'm not balding.... I'm just born with less hair...... it's gene...... my parents pass it down to me.... it's not my fault..... I'll find a guy with lots of hair...... so my baby will be v hairy..... then I'll name him/ her Harry....

I wanna go Korea and get my eyes done......

feel like going shopping someday.... maybe after exam....

haha.... might be going back to JB during hols by elephant....

I shall go carrefour n buy lots of peanuts.....

The day Michelle got locked outside her room

2009-08-30T12:11:00.002+08:00

<3<3

the card we used to open the door......

A marriage proposal

2009-08-29T15:57:00.002+08:00

Went Church with IC & christy & Dini & the small ones....

Because they have this annual musical production-- will you marry me?

funny, enjoyed it.....

Anyway, the guy sitting behind me proposed to me =.=

he tapped on my shoulder and I turned back

he asked me: Will you marry me?

I was like speechless....=.=

after that he talked to me and got my phone number....

actually I thought of giving somebody else's phone number to him( you know who you are..... hehe) but it's not good kan...

BTW, he's a muslim.... ish...... damn gek

Finally a new post!

2009-08-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

why must I go bound while you go free?

my life will be ( should I use the word imbalance) without you... =.=

ehem.....

newae, went bazzar ( bazar, pazar or something) it's the malay ramadhan pasar malam thingy... at SS18 with a gang of people..... selling a lot of foods but mostly are the same type.... like roti john, roti bom, seri muka and cempedak goreng & a lot......

just finished physics experiment final report, gonna print out tomorrow because my printer is dehydrated already....

Newae, I got nothing more to say....

ciao~

2009-08-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

Romeo

Romeo

Where are you?

holiday!!!!!

2009-08-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, me, Ailie and Michelle were chatting in the living room and we started drawing each one of us.....

so,
One of the way you can pose to make you look slimmer when taking pictures.

before

After

It works right??

Anyway, we had SAM charity fair today and our class sell fried rice, fried mee hun and curry chicken.... The curry chicken was so damn nice.

Basically, we sell off everything..... as in like everything..... the last drop of curry....

and the nett profit is.......

$ 1,000,000,000,000,000

Nah~ just kidding......

Romeo and Juliet

2009-08-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

sweet, good night!
this bud of love, by summer's ripening breath,
may prove a beauteous flower when next we meet.
good night, good night! as sweet repose and rest
come to thy heart as that within my breast!

o, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?

what satisfaction canst thou have to-night?

the exchange of thy love's faithful vow for mine.

i gave thee mine before thou didst request it:
and yet i would it were to give again.

would'st thou withdraw it? for what purpose, love?

but to be frank, and give it thee again.
and yet i wish but for the thing i have.
my bounty is as boundless as the sea,
my love as deep; the more i give to thee,
the more i have, for both are infinite.

Stalker!!!! tsk tsk!!!!

2009-08-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

this pic damn nice kan.....

The green stuff....

It's actually green tea + milk...... damn nice but it's a bit too sweet for me.....

Wanna know how I stalk my bf??

Ta DAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See, I can see the place that he's staying from my bedroom window.....

I'm a stalker......

The Prestige

2009-08-08T11:37:00.003+08:00

After watching The Prestige, I had made up my mind not to marry a magician..... =.= As if I'll meet one.... ISH....

Newae, I like that movie.... It's a little bit like The Illusionist.

I like the phrase where the man told the woman I love u today! oohhh...... I love you today..... but not tomorrow.....

Went out with G2 to SS2 Murni.... The cheese naan is so damn nice and it's damn filling but as I was playing with the remaining food, I felt hungry again....=.=

We were having so much fun in the car and we kept on saying.... vino, u better drive carefully if not SJ will blog about u....=.=

I know that I'm quite bitchy sometimes, but what to do..... >.<

bebas bersuara......

Today will be a damn lonely day for me...

Oya, I got a korean housemate, Michelle yoo dajong.......

Damn tall= 173cm

damn pretty wer.... but she's taken......awh~=.=

Just woke up, gonna take my shower now.... smelly smelly........

Back from lunch with Pik Ching.

Physics and Chemistry is killing me and I think I am not prepared for it....

A time for us/ what is a youth

2009-08-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

What is a youth? Impetuous fire.
What is a maid? Ice and desire.
The world wags on.

A rose will bloom
It then will fade
So does a youth.
So do-o-o-oes the fairest maid.

Comes a time when one sweet smile
Has its season for a while...Then love's in love with me.
Some they think only to marry, Others will tease and tarry,
Mine is the very best parry. Cupid he rules us all.
Caper the cape, but sing me the song,
Death will come soon to hush us along.
Sweeter than honey and bitter as gall.
Love is a task and it never will pall.
Sweeter than honey...and bitter as gall
Cupid he rules us all

Durian Outing

2009-08-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

Went to had durian at SS2 with the class but 4 of us only met with the other bunch for 15 minutes.

Basically that day, the outing is not fun at all except for the durian la....

I didn't have the chance to have my favourite desert...... sesame paste/ peanut paste.... or just any desert because someone was driving so fast, in circles and even went over all the road bumps without braking the car... k la... not all la..... end up, 3 of us, excluding the driver, felt like vomiting....

Anyway, after that, we went home after going to some old road to kelana jaya..... then u turn back and.... finally, I'm home.......

Mummy called and I kena sound because of that..... U know what....... ask me personally........

& I'm still not happy about it.

^.^ woo hoo

2009-08-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

French Fries Wannabe

2009-07-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

Proudly present...... Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng.....

VinoRaj & Sandra......

The korean love birds behind

The world's cutest white chick----- Jeng Jeng Jeng ........ Hua Yen

Convent choir JB....... 2009

BTW, that's me..... I look damn cute right =.=

Facebook!

2009-07-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

crushbot, marriagebot, BFF, bridesmaid, blah blah......

The results are all almost the same

still those same people got chosen....
like
Mei yi
Hua Yen
Sean
Vino
Peh ge
Hikari
Soon hao
William.....

cheh.......

dunno how they choose......

But, the smart ass Sean found out how they choose already.....
Fu yoh..... smartnya.....

HY came over to my place to study physics...
our initial plan was to study and play sims3 for a while

but, sims3 is like our own brand of drug.....

can't stop.....

we ended up playing sims3 for the whole day....

sims3 is so damn nice...

HY gave me a lot of songs..... got cina song & eng song

tired~ ciao

Bon Odori

2009-07-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Went Bon Odori with Hikari and few of his friends....... I can only rmb Chu Lei, **** Jun, and some1, some2, some3......

saw a lot of ppl wearing kimono....

and saw a whole bunch of ehem, wear kimono with extra cloth, damn funny....
I think,
If your eyes is sharp enough like me,
you can see one in the pic above.
No offence.......
but it's damn funny.....

Vino did some quiz on facebook called the crush boat something something....
and the result is..

I'm having a Crush on VINORAJ!!!!

Vino darling ~~~

I'm OLD!!!

2009-07-22T19:30:00.004+08:00

Was feeling damn boring after math test and go and korek my files.... and found these really old pics..... not really old, took it last year.... most of it la....

I love 5 science 2.....

spot me??

the CJ pose......

Cindy's birthday party..... A lot of drama happened that night....

I seriously couldn't remember who she is....... Think harder.... Think harder...... ISH!

Can see my fat tummy...... hehe..... The cute guy is Adrain Tan..... Thinks that he's damn nice to hug....

Some earth SOS volunteer work......

KLCC & Petaling street....

2009-07-16T16:12:00.007+08:00

the trip was damn fun....
first time on a M'sia LRT
first time squeezing with people
first time screaming in the LRT station
first time to Petaling street

Before that, HY lost something....

Liji drove us to Klang to eat bak kut teh & it was damn nice....

different from JB one....

I like it.....

new word learnt.....

2009-07-15T19:49:00.003+08:00

hum....... learnt something new today during math class.....

clue..... GC- 2nd matirx
- math
- press 0

In conclusion, for those people who likes to use the word cum instead of come in their msg,.. hehhehehehe ... I know who you are.......

Looking forward to FRIDAY......

SUBWAY DAY!!!!

SIGH!

2009-07-09T17:11:00.002+08:00

It's raining and we are going to KL tomorrow

Think that I'm not a good girlfriend,

I'm not like those typical girlfriend, who'll..... ISH.... yea.... I'm an abnormal one.

But I'm very very sure that I'm a very very good friend.

I love making noise, I love fooling around, I love being with people, I love....... shit....

sorry that I had physically abused you, but right, let's put it in another way, that's a LOVE BITE.... Does it sound nicer??

yea.... LOVE BITE, although I don't know what a love bite looks like, but it's a bite made out of love...... erm.... I guess I'm right.....

Well, if it leaves a scar( not really a scar la.... scarSSSS), at least you will remember me whenever you look at it right.....

Watched the duchess with HY and learned new words and phrases....

I love you, I love you in the way I understand Love.

not bad actually.....

Chat with my friends and look at those couples on the street, I realised I'm not the kind of girlfriend people will want to have, maybe this is my first time and obviously, I don't have any experience.... but if you ask me about ggf, maybe I'll..... ehem..... just joking ( sandra 2009)

Anyway, we will be having a play on next week, and this reminds me of last year when we were having the sort of like real one, and we had to memorise the scripts and act it out and phew! it was really tiring but fun though, because of my group members... Bernard, Eng Tong, William, Ama, Kavithaa, Soobrinah..... I am still keeping the video that you guys made, making fun of shit..... I forgot his name- our math teacher...... never mind, you know, he has a small ass.....

I can still remember Bernard doing the really sexy psst~~~ thingy.....

it's kind of a sticky wine...... this is my favourite line.... ( sperm collection)

BTW, lets get back to the topic.......

I kind of like tidy up my stuff in the room and found 2 really cute metal mouse.....

Thank you very much and sigh.... I don't wanna talk about it again, but it some how hurts me a little,( not the metal mouse, but something else)

Everytime I look into your eyes, my heart melts, not really melt, as you know, I'm hot and when you send electrical signals to my heart and it started to pump faster and somehow create heat enerygy, but I'm too hot, so, it has achieved equilibrium and it's almost as hot as me.... In conclusion, my heart won't melt, if not I die already.....

I know I always complain a lot, like when I have to go Mydin alone to find you, and do you know, it's fun being around with you..... the way you hug me, in the library, cafereria, my unit.... I somehow feel safe and warm........ I love hugging people and I love people hugging me......
In conclusion, if I couldn't find a job in the future, I'll open a hugging booth and give people hugs, maybe $5 for a hug, and people might pay me more to close down my booth..... but there's a different feeling when you are hugging someone special though.

IN CONCLUSION, F**k..... too many conclusions wer......

random update!

2009-07-07T18:36:00.002+08:00

Went out with Sean, Dan, Phoebe, Vino & Sandra to Bangsar.....

very fun......

I realised I'm a very violent person.....

I stopped using my nails to scratch people for a few years already, somehow, because I wanna "defend" myself, I started to do it on Sean....

=.=

then I did it today.... again.....

this is a loooonnnnggggg story..... not really long though, but still long....

exams is coming soon.... still got 2 more weeks to study....

Last Saturday, mom went out for something so uncle sent sis back from Omega tuition....

the first thing daddy saw my sis, he said: hey, lil girl, what time is ur parents coming to fetch you home....

yea.....

My sis was damn BC that night.....>.<

Scare that when I go back on August, dad'll chase me out of the house.....

I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!

Maybe not really losing weight, I feel unhealthy......

Must exercise..... Lazy lah~~~

BTW, Ding Ding is so cute......

But, Mao Mao is cuter...... =p

gotta go back to Math now......

kept on hypnotising myself.....

I love maths,

I love chong chong......

Headache

2009-07-02T17:45:00.002+08:00

Having headache now....

I realised I believe in people too easily, I'm easily satisfied......

I should learn how to protect myself.....

Dramas..... not the gay one......

I should have known.....

People just love gossiping, including me.... =.=

I shall focus on my studies now....

有时候，有一些事情，不是我不知道，是我知道而当成没一回事。不要以为不告诉我的事情我会永远被蒙在鼓里。有时候不告诉我是因为你要保护我，但我却没你想象的那么单纯。

why am I always the last one to know everything.... yes! EVERYTHING!

sometimes, I feel like letting go on what I'm holding on,

F**K...... ISH.... It's time for me to grow up.

o ya! I just buffer and polish my nails and I removed all the cuticles....

I LOVE MY NAILS..........=p u know who you are........ >.<

=.= has been singing this line for the whole day....
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海，付出的爱情总是得不回来。。。。。

我们的爸爸和她的男人-EP1中文版

2009-06-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

孤独的larry 和因家务事而感到心烦的ben 皆在gay bar 偶遇。两个饥渴的灵魂遇见后，只可说是沙漠遇见泉源，干柴遇见烈火的情况了。
ben: 我很心烦，我需要~~~~~~~一个聆听我心声的耳朵。larry,你愿意做我的耳朵吗？你家，我家??!!，
这是，larry 便用深情的眼神望着ben ,很想紧紧地抱着他，愿两个人的心便能紧紧地拴在一块儿，可是ben 的肚子太大（中年危机^^)larry 只能动的到他的手臂。(potong steam)
p.s. ben 因此决定去marryfrance bodyline.
在车上，空气中弥漫着一股性爱的味道，只可以听见ben 向雄狮一样的吼叫和larry 无止境的舔弄。无疑的，他们在口交。
但，重口味的ben 怎会满足呢？他紧踩油门，向温暖的家奔去。
larry迫不及待，由ben 的肚子像下摸去，有与范围太广。。
ben: 快点，我不行了！！胀得我好痛。。啊~~~~对了，就是那里。
larry: 现在在大门口，你要撑着点，还不能。谁叫你拿么肥，找钥匙都难，还要我在这里解决。。
ben 按倷不住如洪水般的欲望，便脱了裤头，向大地喷出自己的种子。。larry 看见乳白色的液体即将浪费，便伸长脖子用嘴将液体一饮而尽。。。

由于我感到太恶心，我写不下去了，但愿各位读者还会其带我下一部。谢谢~~

ep1--我们的爸爸和他的男人

2009-06-28T19:05:00.006+08:00

At HY's house now...

BTW, I'm still here, sitting in the living room, watching some movie related to teen sex and STD.....

HY's sec school friend came to give her a surprise.....

& she marinated chicken with lots of garlic and sugar..... and some red colour wine bamboo thingy.....

O ya!!!! I suddenly remembered what Sean said during english presentation..... 30 pills per day....

contraceptive pills.....

30 PILLS PER DAY!!!!

um....... was wondering..... 30 Pills......

Mao Mao has been staying alone with Ailie for 1 day already....

GT, Hikari, CK, MY, Christy, HY, IC & mememememe......... went to watch Transformer at sunway pyramid ysterday..... CK & IC went back early. We then went to eat dai cao.....

then we stayed at HY's house and play a really stupid but very fun game....

the drinking water game..... HAHA... damn fun......
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ep1 part1

我们的爸爸因为同情Larry而陪他到附近出名的Gay吧。Larry和下大量的酒精而对Ben心怀不轨，继而使出美人计勾引及调戏Ben。

Larry：it's too noisy here, I cannot stand it, can we go to my house and we can catch a movie or something, I got really good sound surround system I just bought at Sony just now.

Ben: Okay, my kids are with their nanny now, why don't you just come over to my place and we can have a bottle of wine and talk.....

Larry: sounds great!

Ben: ok..... kia....

they then hop onto ben's 1985 stylish posh sleek-lined metallic green proton wira....

Ben drove as fast as Edward Cullen to impress Larry.... ( It's a modified wira)

They couldn't wait to touch each other and kiss each other passionately at the doorway

Larry runs his hand down to Ben's tight jeans' pocket to look for the door key..

They jump onto the couch at the living room and Larry runs his tongue down Ben's throat and cup his hand onto Ben's butt =.=

Ben rushed to the fridge and took out his RM 8.20 SCS butter bought in Giant to swipe all over Larry's body to venture beyond his body in order to look for the mysterious G-spot!!!

to be continued.........

New drama!!

2009-06-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

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我们的爸爸和他的男人

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演出阵容：
Ben, Hilary
Adrian, Larry
June
Minnie
Tecco

synopsis:
一个原本幸福美满的单亲家庭因爸爸有外遇而搞得全家鸡飞狗跳。Ben 和 Adrian 是青梅竹马，然而Adrian 自小就对Ben 有一种微妙的感觉。日子久后，双方都感觉到这个不受世人接受的感情，而行成了对方不能说的秘密。双方就赞成离开对方以便忘记这一段即将形成的断背情。十年后，他们对方遇见了自己的另一半。Ben 和一个不知名的女人共同拥有了三个可爱又逗人喜欢的女儿。Adrian呢，则没那么的幸运，Adrian的女友Adeline 发现她有性冷感，而跟踪Adrian。令她意外的是，她发现自己深爱多年的男人-Adrian 经常visit一个着落在后港的Gay吧，便以Adrian提出分手。

伤心的Adrian 迎合交往多年的女友分手后不能接受事实而转变回原本的性相，完全对女人交往失去了性心，更取名为Larry。
待续。。。。。。

18sx- this drama may contain sex scene,nudity & sexual dialog

2009-06-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

It's too much for me to take it, it has been really a busy and hard week for me. assignments, looking at BBB's thingking face, presentation, practical tests...... ISH.......

done with BBB's thingking face and presentation, I did okay, and I was actually surprise that BBB'll say our group discussion is the best among all the other groups, because we didn't really plan on it, well, we did but, not really......

I'm waiting for the report on firday and if things gone bad, I'm going back to JB over the weekends

Why am I always the last to know everything? As in like really everything. I asked my mom today and she said it's to protect me from getting hurt but somehow, someday, someway, I'll still get to know about it.

& it's too much for me to take it........

Newae, I was bullshit-ing all the while during presentation.

I shall have my medic now..... prescribed by DR. Mojo........

2009-06-19T20:43:00.001+08:00

I'll always love you.....

Damn Pissed!!!!

2009-06-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Today, after school, I went to carrefour............

with Hua Yen.....

Then I went back home to put my stuff....

Then I realized my white slippers....... broke up.....

the left one left the right one.....

the right one was so emo and went to mix with other slippers.....

I think the s2p maid went to throw one of it away.....

Poor thing..... got split up.....

Newae, I got over with it and decided to buy a new pair on Wed at Sunway Pyramid with Shawn.

I'm now at Hua Yen's house....

had really crispy fish and 2 crispy fish head and vege and PORK and rice for dinner....

Drinking a kind of tea which is green in colour now......

Mao Mao must be missing me soooooo much since I can't sleep with her tonight......

damn geram.......

because I lost one side of my slipper.........

not both sides wor.....

ISH.......

Boring Sunday~~

2009-06-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

chatting with Hua Yen for the whole afternoon.......

playing with Mao Mao sicne morning, neh... I just woke her up.....

Had instant noodle for lunch and had some nutella..... I dip my finger inside..... damn nice....

I think I'm gaining weight already.

I seriously have to stop eating these fattening foods.... but I just can't help it >.<

Eat..... Eat..... Eat.....

I like this pic...... I look so mature here........

picture taken by Sean.......

Me damn cute.........

2009-06-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

Your love is a lie....

One day....

Just one day....

I'll explode......

like a balloon with hydrogen gas.....

stop doing this to me....

I had done my best....

Don't think that I'm stupid....

I'm not.....

纸是包不住火的

真想一定会给人揭穿的

T.T

The Last Rose of Summer

2009-06-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

'Tis the last rose of summer
Left blooming alone;
All her lovely companions
Are faded and gone;
No flower of her kindred,
No rosebud is nigh,
To reflect back her blushes,
To give sigh for sigh.
I'll not leave thee, thou lone one!
To pine on the stem;
Since the lovely are sleeping,
Go, sleep thou with them.
Thus kindly I scatter,
Thy leaves o'er the bed,
Where thy mates of the garden
Lie scentless and dead.
So soon may I follow,
When friendships decay,
From Love's shining circle
The gems drop away.
When true hearts lie withered
And fond ones are flown,
Oh! who would inhabit,
This bleak world alone?

Go away!! Go away!!

2009-06-10T19:02:00.001+08:00

YER~~~

你很臭

你很臭

走开

走开

new definition!!!

2009-06-09T21:01:00.001+08:00

I hate bitches....

I wanna use pesticide to menghapuskan them.....

My Secret Lover

2009-06-08T20:44:00.001+08:00

Ta Dah!!!!

Gu Jun Pyo.........

back in subang!!!

2009-06-07T18:21:00.004+08:00

Finally, I'm back...... Uncle ben fetched us back....

newae, went out with Sean last sunday, jln2 around JB with my mom, sis n LB...

I love my new pink cam....

chen hui loo came to my place and I'm still waiting for shinta to come back so that I can wash my stuff..... cuz her clothes are inside the waching machine....

changed my bedsheet and clear up everything....

went out with sis and Armma to the taman near my house....

they went to borrow basket ball from Mr Ong..... the penghulu of phase 4F..... *Mr Ong's son*....

Mrs Ong thought my sis is me.... so she asked her...

Mrs Ong: how's life in KL?

She said we look alike.....

newae, half way playing, her sons came..... Playing basket ball.... the eldest one just came back from taylors after finishing his ICPU.... honestly, I didn't see him in college before....

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basically, I brought more stuff back this time, including my two bolster....

more story books.....

more products from body shop....

more food.... from muar....

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Gonna sleep early tonight....

Don't know why, feels very sad... depressed... maybe it's because I was home for too long... miss home....

mummy's coming for parents day, can't wait to see her.....

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went back to muar on sat to celebrate my grandma's birthday....

Sudd realised I was huge when standing beside my cousins,,,,, not when standing beside my subang cousin... they are damn tall.....

so, the pri 1 kids ( 3 of them) got so bored and list down all of the third generation's name down...

realised there's 31 of us.... soon to be 32....

I realised something also....

Kids nowadays don't compare how many marks you got for exam.... as in like.... last time when we see someone, we will ask them... hey, how was ur exam?

now..... eh, you got how many 100's....

3 of my cousins....

A: 你那几个一百?

B：3 个

A: 我那5个

so, B got upset.....

damn stress wer......

newae, gonna rest a while....

ttfn

hello.... hotel california.... may I help u?

2009-05-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

realized my dad loves to say this whenever he answers the phone..... I know it's weird....

but it's damn funny.....

newae, bought a canon digital camera today....

Holiday is boring....

went shopping at tebrau city and bought 2 shirts from roxy and 1 nike shoe.... damn nice

cuz it's black and pink.....

BTW, my cam is also pink.... hehe....

had a hair cut today.....

sigh...... newae, blah......

Woman in love

2009-05-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Life is a moment in space
When the dream is gone
Its a lonelier place
I kiss the morning goodbye
But down inside you know
We never know why
The road is narrow and long
When eyes meet eyes
And the feeling is strong
I turn away from the wall
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all...
Chorus:
I am a woman in love
And I do anything
To get you into my world
And hold you within
Its a right I defend
Over and over again
What do I do?
With you eternally mine
In love there is
No measure of time
We planned it all at the start
That you and i
Would live in each others hearts
We may be oceans away
You feel my love
I hear what you say
No truth is ever a lie
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all
Repeat chorus
I am a woman in love
And Im talking to you
Do you know how it feels?
What a woman can do
Its a right
That I defend over and over again......

I got a new name!

2009-05-23T21:01:00.003+08:00

Came back yesterday, reached JB about 730+pm, Shawn came over to my place at 1230 and I haven't change yet... then we went back to my apartment then I changed and asked Alex to get ready....

We left at about 1pm and we got onto a bus.....

and that tupit bus..... went to pusing pusing to don't know where and we pusing for about 1hr30mins and the bus back to JB is at 3pm....

Shawn is like damn relax... sleeping......

Alex thought that we are reaching soon..... soon..... soon...... so he didnt bother....

Me.... ISH..... damn scared... what if we miss the bus..... die la....
I messaged Hikari ask him whether I can reach pudu in less than 30 mins or not...
he said can if there is no jam.... (hikari 2009)

Phew.... we reached on time......

on the way back...
damn hungry....
playing around....
sleeping......
kacau-ing each other.....
alex sat alone, he was smsing is gf.......

We were asking our dad why he named us lee shu......
yea... the whole lee family.... first two name is lee shu....
I was asking why didn't he wanna call me lee shu shu/ susu
then I can have an english name.... Coco...
full name will be Coco Lee Shu Shu.... like chocolate milk.....hot chocolate.....

Went to plaza pelangi to pick sis up and I suddenly realised everyone bacame so short when I saw sis walking in with LB and sze ling..... maybe sis has grew taller....

sze ling was so happy when she saw me.... hugs.......

so far... I only saw her and LB.....

I'm a woman in love lalalalalalala~~~ this song damn nice....

daddy's friend downloaded more than 1000 songs into his mp4... geez..... he got himself a sony mp4.... geez.....

he ajak me to baskin robbins just now...... then sambil makan ice cream sambil kena lecture.....

but I don't wanna go because I'm too tired.....

Don't feel like driving.....

sis went to SG to attend the what function by st Nicholas convent- our sister school.....
came back at 12+am......

shit..... damn hungry..........
chao......wanna eat ady.....

ps: I was singing " you are my everything" when I was in that tupit bus...

Jessica Alba is in Malaysia!

2009-05-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

Can't believe that Jessica Alba is reading my blog!!!

Why my egg yolk always explode inside the microwave..... sigh......

Jessica Alba is in Malaysia!

2009-05-16T19:28:00.001+08:00

Can't believe that Jessica Alba is reading my blog!!!

Why my egg yolk always explode inside the microwave..... sigh......

carrefour!

2009-05-16T12:59:00.003+08:00

carrefour..... hum.... how to pronouce it correctly....

I usually call it Car-fool

other version:
kari-four
car-four
care-four

aya...... a lot la.....

Still remember when I first did my flagday and we went to ask this uncle bus driver...

us: uncle, got go CS or not?
uncle: no wor...
us: city square ler...
uncle: ya ya.... come up!!

kena gek-ed...

newae, went to carrefour with Shinta & Ailie..
wanted to go teochew porridge opposite but it's not open yet so we had KFC for breakfast lor...
then we saw this indian mango.... a bit round...hum..
Ailie was like why indian mango, it still looks the same...
me: aya, tak kan you want indian mango to be black in colour ma... (vino, no offence)

okie, went in the morning and didn't expect so many aunties to wake up so early....

triple B

2009-05-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

BBB said my singing very geng

weather damn hot recently....

should have a 'call for rain' concert....

I'll be the one singing...

Hua yen, u should sing too.....

Was singing that day and it rained.....

should sing more....

lala~~ lala~~~ lalala~~~~

what song shall I sing....

Shinta asked me to make the operatic voice..... hum... was wondering whether I can still sing that way or not....

heh

Wanna watch angles and demons next thursday....

exam's next week.....

damn tired....

su yi jie jie called me today...... damn sweet.....

I miss mummy....

yeah!!! going back next friday.....

The secret of life is the law of attraction.....

the more you resists the more it persists..... this explains what had happened to me....

hum... so, from now onwards, I shall be NICE to everyone....

hua yen and ing ching said that my stuff got my room punya smell..... nice scent....

but sometimes the whole room will smell like milo..... when one of us drinks milo la.....

I think it's because of my Garnier lotion or my passion fruit body butter.... or my whatever that smells nice la.... ish...... perasan ing.....

kk chao.... gotta slp now.... yawn~~

Happy birthday 'we know'

2009-05-15T20:57:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday vino!!!!

hehe.... same age as me already.....

sama sama old la....

received an email from peggy today, was wondering why she doesn't wanna chat using chatbox....

hehe... finally I know why.....

Ailie and Shinta went downstairs to buy food but only Ailie came back with food......

I'm hungry... but not really hungry....

today, the birthday boy got bullied... not really bullied la.... we just throw rotten eggs at him.... damn fun wer... like throwing rotten eggs at VINO.... but right, the people behind bullied me today.... hehe.... nevermind.... my nose will be like very sharp..... later become michael jackson...

Jessica Alba sleeps in the library today..... actually I slept for a while also la... asked IC to wake me up but in the end she fell asleep also.....

had been very playful in class these few days.....

should cut down on that... I'll try to.... hehe >.<

waste of time....

2009-05-10T13:11:00.002+08:00

I love grape without skin.... so, I spent like more than 15 mins at the kitchen to peel off the grape skin.... 20 grapes.....

having FRUITS for lunch..... as you know, the fridge is full of FURITS now....

Guess that I won't be having any difficulties in.....ehem.... I'm having lunch now.... so.... hehe >.<

can't wait to go back to JB......

will be going back to Convent to take my stuff.....

Roommate's bro is deciding whether to transfer to EC after PMR....

Miss my piano...... gonna bring up my mazurkas and some other scores.... then can go to dunno whose house to play.....

or I can use PL's organ..... aya.... piano organ sama sama la....

finished HAE ady.... yeah!!!!

I realised my mom already bought me a lot of ginseng powder pill....

she made it into pill form cause I don like d one mixed with water.... damn gross.....

I'm already 18..... yeah!!! someone is turning 19 soon..... damn old wer.....

haha...... mojo jojo......=.=

I love passion fruit......... mama bought me 2 passion fruits... damn nice..... it can go well with anything.....

I want ice cream.....

BTW, I did some research.....
All shit smells the same...... haha WTH..... LOL!!

yay!!

2009-05-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

Mummy came today....

brought lots and lots and lots of fruits for me and now the whole fridge is stuffed with fruits...

Hua Yen,
My card damn nice..... It's better than the one in MPH....

Min yi,
you sounded sad... But I'm sorry I was not there...

Congratulation Mei Yi....

burp~~ ate a lot today...

the adults stuffed us with food as if like we don't have food here.

Had lunch at Overseas restaurant, dinner at Dragon something something at Sunway Pyramid.

damn full.....

as you people know, whenever I go out, I sure will buy something....

and today, I bought a SNOW BUTTER.....

got nothing to buy also.... just wanna spend time with my mee mee....

Ish... should be doing HAE now....

nvm, I will do it slowly like e hem..... hua yen's bak kut teh......

Exhausted!

2009-05-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! mummy might be coming tomorrow....

can't wait to see her....

I miss her hugging....

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As usual, I'm exhausted....

exam's coming really really soon....

whenever I'm tensed up, there's always a person I can turn to other than my parents....

This person always appear to be by my side when I needed someone to hug....

Everytime I feel stressed up, I'll definitely message this someone....

It gives me strength when I'm talking to this someone....

A very special person....

U are the first one I will turn to whenever I'm facing problems.....

The love you gave me is unconditional....

I love you sooooo...... much.....

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ps: I love my friends too..... hehe....
pps: thanks for hugging me that day.... I really needed it.....
ppps: Had a group discussion with my friends today and I've made up my mind to confront him.
pppps: I really wish I could turn back time.
ppppps: I really wish I can undo the things that I've done.
pppppps: I'm actually still deciding on something.
ppppppps: Finding someone to mend my broken heart.
pppppppps: If you see me and I didn't say hi to you, I'm sorry because I'm emo recently maybe I'm thinking of something at that particular time when you met me.

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Thank you LIJI...
Thank you Mei yi....
Thank you Ing Ching....
Thank you Guan Tat....
Thank you Min yi....
Thank you Vino....

Thank you everyone for cheering me up.....

opps.... Thank you Hua Yen & Vidhya....

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I sensed something bad....

I smell something fishy...

I wanna know the truth....

anyhow I can predict that another storm is coming anytime....

It's like history is repeating itself....

the different thing is, I'm more mature than who I was back in 2007....

I will sort things out in a more mature way....

I'll not shed any tears this time.... although I knew that I will..... ( tupit me)

SOMETIMES IN LIFE..... (Hikari, 2009)

Why you don't wanna acknowledge me in front of your friend...

It is hurting....

It's not like we just met a few days ago...

I've known you for 3 years....

Aren't we official?

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In chinese this is call 缘分.
In BM, this is call takdir....
In english this is call karma....

LOL! Damn..... newae, I'm ok with him right now.....
We chatted in the cafeteria just now...
and I'm more than willing to work with him....
ISH...... maybe I'm not.....

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ps. I'm not okay!!!!

Untitled

2009-05-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

I have to be strong....

I have to forget about what you did to me....

I have to stop being paranoid although I know I can't....

I have to stop thinking about everything other than exam.....
wash away the thoughts inside,
and keep my mind away from you,
no more lies and no more pride,
I thought that was all I have to do...
tears of hope run down my cheek,
tears for you will never dry,
they magnify the things within,
and let the outside slowly die.....

Bunny ah, holding on now doesn't mean you can hold on forever.

(Bernard, 2009)

Well, Thought I was doing something I always did a while ago but in fact I wasn't...

assignments and exams are driving me crazy....

I would like to take a break from everything....

like a summer vacation....

love is great, love is shit.....
love=shit
one day when you are shitting
and people ask you what are you doing,
answer them : awh~ I'm making love and give them the constipating look....=.=

mastered the thinking look from B.B.B. but still not as pro as what Hua Yen did...
however, the original one is always the best....

My holiday starts from tomorrow.... except for studying....

feel like eating something sweet now....
and I will always bear in mind that...

Shu
Jun, you still got market value. (Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

Imagine...... Hua Yen said that to me..... I damn happy....

yawn...... feeling very tired recently..... got no mood to joke and talk..
all I feel like doing now is SING.....
"tell me his name I want to know,
the way he looks and where you go,
I need to see his face I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.... ( the JG version)

i shall change to Lara Fabian's version....

Tell me her name I want to know,
the way she looks and where you go,
I need to see her face I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.....

I personally think that the Lara Fabian's version is better....
her powerful voice.....
and whenever I hear her sing,
I can actually feel it....
she makes everything sound so true....

"broken vow" this song is about betrayal and forgiveness.....

hum.... I wonder why Lara wanna forgive someone who betrayed her before... so tupit.....

vino's car installed a free and the newest version of radio....
It can basically sing any song you want the radio to sing.....
except for certain songs....
it can even sing 'the sound of silence'.... which vino requested
but the radio forgot the tune and lyrics....
and the big news is...
the radio is PORTABLE.....
it's ideal for picnic, any occasions, and you can even bring it inside your class and it won't be confiscated....
GET IT NOW FOR FREE!!!!
call 016-7002783 for more information......

=.= chao......

The Last Rose of Summer

2009-05-03T10:55:00.003+08:00

Our love is like the last rose of summer,
beautiful yet lonely....
When winter comes,
and harsh wind blows,
the rose
will........ *catch a cold, then coma and then die*
and so does our love......

I was still believing in destiny, that somewhere, 2 person were actually meant to be.... until I met you, my dream became like bubble, pop.....

you tear my dream apart and you turn my dream to shame ( les miserable)

I don't know how to tell and don't know where to start

but I knew that I don't wanna be a hypocrite and hide all my feelings from you, it hurts....

Have I told you before, I don't feel comfortable with you around girls....

You didn't give me enough sense of security,

now it's like history repeating itself.....

and I don't want it to happen again....

every time I tried to talk to you,

you turn away from me....

after that we both pretend nothing had happened....

I'm not tired yet, because every time I looked at your pic, it gives me strength to go on and continue.....

the thing I want in a relationship is
to be loved
to be pampered
to have the sense of security
and the list goes on..............
................
...............
..........
.......
....
...
..
.
( women can never have enough)

Josh Groban- Si Volvieras A Mi

2009-05-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

Como sobrevivir?
Como calmar mi sed?
Como Seguir Sin ti?
Como Saltar sin red?

Con ese adios tan salvaje y cruel
me deshojaste la piel
la eternidad en final se quedo
y un desierto es
mi corazon

ay si volvieras a mi
encenderia el sol mil premaveras
Si regresaras por mi
seria un milagro cada beso que me dieras
pero hoy te vas
y no hay vuelta atras

Que habra despues de ti?
Mas que estas lagrimas
Si hasta la lluvia en el jardin
toca musica sin fin
sombria y tragica

hoy de rodillas le pido adios
que por el bien de los dos
algo en tu pecho se quiebre al oir
a este loco que se muere de amor

ay si volvieras a mi
Encenderia el sol mil primaveras
Si regresaras por mi
seria un milagro cada besco que me
dieras
pero hoy te vas
y no hay vuelta atras

Y desataste un huracan
Fuego y furia de un volcan
que no se apagur
conto olvido que fui
Esclavo de ti
ya no puedo mas

Ay si volbieras a mi vida, si volvieras

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how to survive without you,
how to becalm my thrist,
how to xx without xx,
how to jump without a net...

why you would have to meave me so cruely
xx
xx
my heart...

xx
xx
xx
xx
xx

Shit, I forgot the meaning... ish

NVM..... some don't know what alarm rang just now just outside my unit.
damn scary wer....
It's like if got fire or something but U can't see it...
& you will be burnt inside...

NOOOO~~~~ that's why, I don't like tall buildings....
It's like.... um... it gives you another alternative way to commit suicide....
ish....

In love with 'because we believe' by david foster & andrea brocelli

awwww~~~ I'm hungry again....

mama call me just now and she told me she's watching boys over flower....

Luckily I finish watching already... if not she'll sure laugh at me one....

I asked her who she thinks is more handsome....

she said everyone looks like girl to her... and If I were at her age, I will find them ok ok only....

She only has eyes on my papa......

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Sis told me after she chose yi li tan for the choir main team, a form 4 girl who was initially in the main team got kicked out and became the reserve wants to quit and she went to see Pn Doreen...

ISH.... JUniors....

That's why I don't really like juniors....

they like cannot tahan kena bullied by the seniors wer....

last time when we were having house marching practise, we stand under the sun for very long okay, and we kena punished by the fat one a lot of times already ( I only mention the fat one because we don't really like her). We didnt even complain to our parents, even if we did, we just mumble among the marching team only, unlike the juniors, complain to their parents and say they don't have time to study and the seniors bullied them and blah blah...... ish... bullshit...

Now got problem with the choir junior also... ish..... Loves to complain so much, you still got one year left and this is yi li tan's last year you know....

And ever since you got into the main team, you slack a...., no facial expression and you just remain where you are unlike yi li tan, she inproves a lot okay.....

National is on July, and I don't have holiday... sob sob.... see whether the others got go back or not.... follow them back.... hehe

Miss choir.....

my first time to alor setar for national.... 2004....
Same room with wei xi, precillia and Georgina.....
I'm the only junior in the room.....
got first runner up

Second time was in port dickson national..... 2006...
same room with sara, my sis and eva.....
We were in the fourth or fifth position..... erm... can't rmb

like stars across the sky,
we were born to shine.......

when you are performing, and you are feeling nervous,
just imagine the audiece are naked...... (convent choir.... don't know who said that before)

Bukit Gasing- the bukit that spins2

2009-05-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

Checked my Email and found 2 whole page from facebook....

Out of the 120 pictures taken, more than half got my face inside (Hikari, 2009)

Just finish looking all the pictures from facebook and realized my leg damn fat..... & fair....

I seriously need to exercise more..... gaining weight wer.....

+ my butt damn big.....

Like carrot leg....

woke up this morning and was surprise that my muscle is not as pain as I expected it to be....

I'm not as fit as I was...... I don't like exercising, my parents have to force me to exercise every morning for the last nov and dec holiday.....

ISH.....

NVM..... but rit, after the climb, I realised that my skin is damn smooth.....

So I faster go back and exfoliate my body....

*scrub.... scrub.... scrub*

Then apply body butter..... using the butter knife....

damn smooth.....

Should go exercise more, to let the excrete all the toxic....

and now I'm 40% toxic FREE!!!

um... should go to the gym downstairs....

Haven't been there before....

solo por ti.......... hehe........... just being random.....

Wanna lose weight and daddy asked me not to eat fried food & HY also.... because now the weather damn hot....

Hikari: HY, can I have some ice.....
HY: No, I cannot handle ice 1, the ice will melt because I'm too hawt.....

hahaha.............

A time for us,
some day there'll be,
when chains are torn,
by courage born,
for a love that's free...
(Romeo and juliet- a time for us)

Bukit Gasing- the bukit that spins....

2009-05-01T19:49:00.004+08:00

Hikari came to pick me up at 730am...

We met at Taylors...

Guan Tat
Mei Yi
Hikari
Peh Ge
Christy
Jocelyn
Li Ji
Hua Yen
Yoshua
Kellyn
& IIIII....

11 people from G2, 2 from Hikari's sec school, and another 2 from Hikari's um..... temple (peh ge, 2009). Altogether 15 people....

After we reached there, I faster go spray mosquito repellent because I wore shorts to show off my legs to the uncles.....

Newae, started climbing at 830+ am and the Gasing is damn steep wer.... not very la.... but I got no stamina ma....

So, Hua Yen's face turn dam pale..... like white A4 paper....
We stuffed her with food but surprisingly, she didn't open her mouth....
I stuffed banana inside her mouth but she didn't eat it, so I help her finish everything lor....

And after that Christy put the energy bar inside my pocket....

Me.... *climbing up to take banana from Kellyn*
While eating my banana...
GT: sj, where's the energy bar.... Don't tell me you finish already a...
me * ish...... do I look like I'll always finish eating everything*

Never mind..... continue climbing..... GT and MY were behind me always because I said I don't wanna be the last one.....

Then my fats kept vibrating..... Makes my leg damn itchy....
*scratch*

Hikari haven't send me the photo yet...

But rit, I didn't take my shower in the morning.... and I pin up all my hair....
back to old school days... when I look nerd....

After that we went to eat the most expensive porridge that I have ever had in my 18 yrs of life....

Not abalone porridge you know.....

it's normal porridge..... seafood porridge.....
with lots and lots of seafood inside

got 10 prawns
got lalalalala
got fish
got frog.... um.... tim kai....

and it costs us RM 71!!!!

but it's quite worth it la....

71 divide by 5 people......

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Newae, half way on the hill, met 2 damn macho guys... damn tall.... damn fit...... they said HELLO TO ME..... hahahahahha

actually when you meet people there, I realized, they will usually say hi to everyone....
cheh.....

Damn tired wer.....

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Went to Hua Yen's house after that, gossip and chit chat..... wash our face and kacau people....

ate leng chi kang......

not bad... not bad....

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will upload the pic once I got the pictures......

Bukit Gasing tomorrow!

2009-04-30T22:53:00.003+08:00

Will be going to Bukit Gasing tomorrow with the 11 other people...
Hikari
Li Ji
Hua Yen
Peh Ge
Guan Tat
Mei Yi
..... I forgot...... ISH.....

Meet at college at 800am....

Bukit Gasing: It's a bukit which it can turn either clockwise or anticlockwise, there are a lot of uncle and aunties, they can even climb faster than us (Hikari, 2009)

I will be wearing shorts tomorrow, but scared later got mosquitoes.....
scratch... scratch........ itchy

I told my aunt not to come to visit me since I wanna go climb bukit....
but she insists...
I scolded her and she was so frustrated
she pour coffee on my pants and stain it brown.....
I have to wash my pants... ish....
C la.... what have you done....! ISH.....

Newae, 'll update about bukit gasing tomorrow.....
gasing gasing gasing.......

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Die flat flat for chemistry.....
Ms Kwa is so damn disappointed with us,
wanted to go back to JB this holiday, but I'm too lazy....
+ I don't like to travel back alone....
I don't like to be alone...

Having dinner alone..... I would rather not have dinner....

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Nasreen is leaving today and it was the last day I see her,
gave her a kiss and woo hoo... she kissed me back.....
I'll definitely miss her so much....
was wondering why is everyone leaving.... ISH....

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have to buck up....
'll be staying back late with Hua Yen in the library til late starting from next week.
studying la..... what else can we do..... eat meh.....

Hikari brought us to eat rojak before their LAN test starts.....
the rojak is very nice, I like the EGG....... =.='''

wasted a lot of body fluid today.....

never mind..... it helps in slimming down and gives you a better complexion....

Had been drinking papaya milk for 2 days already.... so, I shall wait for the results.

Yawn~ damn tired..... Nit Nit.....

Freaky Friday! pt1

2009-04-30T17:50:00.009+08:00

Sean turning some "egg" aya.... dunno what' that called la.....

the baby vomitting....

We were like bullying the baby...

we......

Hua Yen..... & hippo

Min yi

Sean and I

This one looks like a sex toy to me..... I haven't seen one before but I think they should look the same.

This thingy cost RM( more than 100)

IT says "try me" & "touch my breast" opps... it's 'touch my chest'

OMG! spongebob molesting HY!!! and it still look so happy, damn ham sap wer.....

HY's baby.... she hold her baby like this.....

First time sitting KTM.... but y arr.... how come my eyes is close...

Notice that we were holding starbucks...

Yea, Dilarang membawa minuman dan makanan ke dalam kenderaan ini... something like this la... ish

But, we still managed to bring it up.... YEah....

In the car.....

HY said I looked best at this angle......

After our dim sum.... Look at HY, soooo childish.... still playing with chopstick....

Thursday.... Market

We were all watching PORN at market after lunch....

Me relaxing on Hua Yen's boos.... Damn shiok wer..... *ham sap*

2009-04-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

无论我尽情呼喊，
你却离我越来越远，
只能是痛苦的伤痕，
悲伤的爱情，
为什么我却不能抹除。

LAN!

2009-04-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finished exam today....

Tomorrow still got LAN test....

haha.... I don have people.....

NENE.....

un giorno sai
per noi vera
la liberta......

my favourite song.... A time for us, romeo e Julietta...

cooked rice today, mixed it with minced beef and egg, but I ended up getting something like glutinous rice balls....

ISH....

Had rice and papaya milk for dinner....

nothing actually happened today except during lunch when we were having pan mee...

We went there and there were no sits except for one long table where 2 guys were sitting there, we asked them whether they can move to the table next to them or not although it's still connected la.... they moved lor....

Hikari went to find parking so we purposely left a sit for him and I think that 2 guys overheard our conversation about hikari....

when hikari came, we were so shocked that he actually knew that 2 guys.... ish.... what a small world.....

hikari is like a penghulu kampong.....

we started gossiping and that's what the girls are good in what......

& I seriously think that I shouldn't judge him anymore cause we 2 too ada jodoh already....

ISH......

I'll just gek.... gek.... gek..... l8r one day I'll burst like a balloon....

today everyone started waving to me like I'm still damn far away from them, I think it's because of my striking orange pants.....

well, it's comfortable to wear... so, who cares.....

We are going to get back our chemistry test paper tomorrow, wonder how I fare..... *pray hard*

Now pray also no use already la.... ish.....

as if God will change the marks for you.... ish

I miss my piano, I suddenly realised my fingers got a bit cacat..... the bone structure, a bit cacat.... One of my friends said it's because I started learning piano at a very young age..... don't think so.... I think it's because of my cacatness...... cacat makes everything cacat.....

hikari asked me to go online piano.... but the feeling ain't the same....

I don't think I can even play fugue fluently anymore..... used to practice it like don't know how many times a day.... then now.... ish....

Stressed out!

2009-04-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know what had happened to me recently, grades are falling and everything seems out of place.

I don't know who to turn to, as you know, if I tell my parents, they will say all those thingy I have been listening for 10 years.

Having physics test tomorrow on first period after that we will be going to ss19 to eat pan mee...

passion fruit..... papaya milk....

slept til 10+pm only wake up.....

heard my house phone ringing, I thought I was dreaming so I didnt bother to wake up, or I knew it was one of my parents and I purposely don't wanna pick up... LAZY la....

finish up everything in the fridge that I bought 3 months ago.... no....wait.... I threw them away, wanted to make chicken ball, but end up my chicken ball melted in the microwave and became chicken patty.

ISH..... I'm lazy to go out for dinner recently, is it because of the weather?

I've been keeping a lot of stuff to myself recently, because I don't feel like telling anyone and the main problem is, if I were to tell anyone, I don't know where to start.

College is driving me crazy, assignments, exams, HOMEWORK! and of cause, some personal problems.....

Mr Chong never fail to give us homework everyday.... If right ONE DAY, JUST ONE DAY, he didn't give us homework, I'll KISS him..... CHEH... as if I'll.....

Peggy is leaving us soon, she made me a oh-so-damn lovely card, I love it very much, thank you peggy.... Although half a year is not very long, you'll be my edward, now and always, although I know that I'm your only one, but you are not my only one.....

Haven been contacting my husbands and wives for a very long time, even the divorced ones...
oh wait..... I just talked to my ex husband yesterday.... hehe>.<

hey jude
don't make it bad,
take a sad song and make it better......

My dad used to sing this song for me, he went to change the lyrics..... I miss his singing....
although it sounded like slaughtered chicken.....

Felt like singing oldies recently.....
I've always love oldies.....
Rarely listen to chinese song... or should I say... wait.... I listen one this year... 心跳-王力宏, don't really understand what is he singing la... but it's nice....

como sobrevivre,
como calma mi sed,
como seguir sin ti,
como saltar sin red....

My Josh Groban......

listening to the long and winding road by the beatles now....

yawn~ damn tired...... I suddenly realized I sendiri also macam babi.... barbie.... no la, it's babi... pig.... though I always call someone pig.... because he sleeps a lot......

Gonna wake up 645 mins later.....

Don't know what will I be dreaming tonight, is it you, the SCARY you......
NO, I don't think so, haven been meeting up with you for a while already, instead I got nightmares almost everynight, waking up sweating, mummy asked me to eat the ginseng pill she bought... FINE, no harm eating it also ma......

Later my poo all green in colour 1.....

O ya... I just realized, I still love Mr Darcy..... Hope I can find my Mr Darcy soon... >.< damn gek wer..... out of the blue got mr Darcy.... damn random.....

Ave Mariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......... Daniel sent that to me.... haha >.<

Used to reach damn high notes last time but I think I can't do it now, Lack of practice I think, I miss Choir.....

BTW, congratulation to convent choir for getting champion once again in both district and state level..... Beat the MUAR CONVENT people... always thinks they are very great..... cheh.... dare you guys to stare at us again..... I know you guys are tall.....

Sis told me, the national level will be in JB... so, I was thinking when, maybe I can go support them if I'm having my holiday.... O ya... speaking about holiday, I'm going back to Convent to collect my SPM cert..... A lot of my friends already collected it..... left me la.....

ISH.....

yawn! chao.......

Swan

2009-04-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

Lonely swan on the silver lake,
you were drifting alone,
all you know how a heart can break when love has flown.

you were destined for higher ground,
not to linger with me,
to the earth i am ever bound,
eternally...

we belong to the sun,
we belong to the sky,
we have more than one song to sing before we die....

The cute one!

2009-04-27T19:21:00.005+08:00

hello.....

The cute one is here to update her blog.....

(I'm the cute one because today someone just realised I'm very cute during lunch time and kept on saying that I'm very cute)

Damn gek....

Neway, my luck ain't really good recently.....

Nvm, I'll just bear with it and learn to be NICE~~~~

muahahahaha>.<

everyone is leaving already......

The whole class will be damn quiet....

Went to buy blender and nutriplus hotdog....

Today, I damn emo......

ISH.... Emo again.....

because of you la......

newae, Hua Yen said I looked like this doll.....

She said those manufacturers suddenly realised china people also wants to play with dolls, so they made a doll with single eyelid.....

1 Utama!

2009-04-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

Went to 1U with Sean and Christy today....
Bought Body Shop passion fruit body butter....
YEAH! now I got a few passion fruit stuff from body shop...
body scrub, body butter and lip balm.....

After that we went to don't know which hawker centre near there...
Had claypot rice, it's not bad but it's a bit too salty...
Sean drove us to some really quiet place to look at the scenery of mid valley and kl tower and twin tower..... damn nice
and that place is damn quiet.....
can see stars sumore....
and we went to the street damn lots of bridal studio....
Was wondering, when can I wear wedding gown.....
I want pure white... like silk white..... damn white one...... like colgate.....

O ya.... I bought shampoo from body shop also..... Ginger scalp care....... it's ginger.....
To prevent hair fall and to promote hair growth..... So, I'll see whether my hair grows or not...
Later I'll be smelling like passion fruit + Ginger to college.....

Damn tired....... my leg damn pain.....
laugh til my stomach muscle pain.....
Good exercise.....
flatten your tummy....
Should laugh more using my stomach muscle.....
Like gek-ing my stomach muscle when i'm laughing la....

that's all about 1U today....

Conclusion: We had lots of phun...... phun..... phun......

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Was reading Harvest times this morning before Sean came to pick me and I found this article, about choosing the right partner for life by REV. DR. Kong Hee.

Seven qualities to look for in a soul-mate:

#1 Commitment to personal growth.
a) your partner is committed to God's Word and a godly lifestyle.
b) your partner is willing to receive help and guidance.
c) your partner is conscious of his blind spots and emotional handicaps.
d) your partner is setting personal goals for real change.

#2 Emotional openness
If your partner can;t identify and share his feelings with you, he's not ready to be in an intimate relationship.

#3 Integrity
a) honest with himself
b) honest with others
c) honest with you

#4 maturity and responsibility
a) he can take care of himself
b) he is responsible
c) he is respectful

#5 healthy self-esteem
a) he knows who he is in Christ.
b) he doesn't abuse himself, but takes good care of himself.
c) he doesn't allow others to abuse him.
d) he takes action in his life.

#6 Positive attitude toward life

#7 personal chemistry
-both you and your partner need to have some form of personal chemistry in order to distinguish your relationship from a friendship. otherwise, what is so special about this person? What makes him different from the way you feel about the rest of your friends?

(Harvest Times, 2009)

ESL

2009-04-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

I'm like the muachi powder and you are the water,
muachi powder can only react with water to become muachi,
cannot add butter or olive oil,
but water is an universal solvent....
( Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

Phew!

2009-04-24T15:29:00.007+08:00

Nearly got knocked down by a car today, I can still remember it's a black matrix car, drive damn fast wer... like 120km/h...

crazy fella....

Luckily got one guy who was crossing the road also pulled me back... If not I think I'll be ending up in SJMC now.... *touch wood touch wood*

Newae, after I came back and chat with my housemate for a while, I clean my wardrobe and room and my bed and my so-called store room( to store food only).

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Hua Yen and ppl said my boobs damn small and Min Yi said it's not in proportion to my height and body size and BLAH!

My housemate asked me to drink more milk...

So, I've decided, from today onwards, I'll be drinking at least 2 cups of milk.... see whether it works or not.

Other asked me to eat papaya, the green one, but I seriously don't think it works. Maybe not for me....

Just finish my milk 3 seconds ago before I started typing my "J"....

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Today during Bio class, Mrs Ong wants us to choose our own group...... The story goes on ~~~~
Newae, I don't know why, I didn't even sleep in class today.... not even for a second! yes!!!

Physics test is postponed to next Wednesday and I wanna go out tomorrow....

Anywhere......

I don't want to stay at home over the weekends...

Hikari planned to go climb Gunung Gasing on labour day...

Wonder how Gunung Gasing looks like.

Vino said Gunung Gasing looks like a gasing where we have to climb up then climb terbalikly then the gunung will turn and make u dizzy or something like that la.....

Nonsense...... ISH.....

BTW, FYI, the mid year exam is coming soon, not very soon la... but soon.... So, I should be studying from now on....

During break, we went to Subway for brunch.......

The breakfast set there is so damn cheap lor.... I mean worth it la.....

Got ham/tuna, egg, vege of your choice, cheese and sauce of your choice la....

Basically you can also add all the vege and sauce and creamer and sugar..... you can take as many as you want until your pocket burst...... because, it's only RM 5.90.....

Sat there and chit chat for a while..... the content of chatting shall not be revealed.

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Has been thinking a lot recently and I was thinking the same matter over and over again until today when I refill my distilled water, I didn't realise the water was full and the water just flow out and wet the floor I realised that when Don know who came to call me....
DAMN!

Mommy called me, she said she knows I have been hiding a lot of stuff from her.
Well, I was in her womb for 9 months, it's possible that she can read my mind..
She said she knew what is going on when she heard the conversation between me and sis...
She called me to tell me that If I don't fell like continuing it, I shall end it soon.
She said I'm still young and there's still plenty of stuff out there.

Sean told me what he saw on Tuesday and I wouldn't want to think about it until I talk to Hua Yen that day on MSN.

I focused on my studies and korean drama til I totally forgot about it....

I did something really bad twice and I felt very guilty after I had done it.

I should open one and close one of my eyes, not knowing what is going on around me and focus on my study, but my heart kept telling me to do it and I wonder, if I were caught doing it, what will be the consequences.

I suddenly thought about Othello, by William Shakespeare, a play I did last year with Bernard, Eng Tong, William, Soobrinah, Kavithaa and shamnee.

I am Emilia in the play...

Should I let it go or should I not,
should I forget what I've seen or hear,
should I not care about it too much ,
or should I just let it happen pretend not to know about it.

In conclusion, I will do it again and I don't care what you think about it, and I'll just pretend that nothing had happened.

Shit, I'm so damn good in lying, thanks to Hua Yen, she's my shifu....
Actually I'm not okay,
I put on a smiley face to hide my feelings,
but I can't hide it from w,
but recently I don't think w realised it,
Instead,J knew about it because I was quiet in class...
Not really quiet la.... but more quiet than usual,
I don't have the mood to hoop around in class and talk to anyone...
But still, I think I'm quite noisy in class la...
WTH am I talking here...
NVM

In conclusion, I don't feel like interacting with anyone now, til I sort out my feelings and settle everything. Although I knew that it is almost impossible to settle it, but I still want to give it a try, at least if I failed to, I won't feel disappointed.... cheh, I sounded like some female lead in the Korean drama...... ISH..... Yea, but this is true...

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Mommy said, find a guy who loves you more than you love him....
hmmmm......
wonder if I can meet anyone like this or not.....
basically now..... I got not comment....
But i'm rotting in subang ady...
stoning in my apartment 24/7

mommy said, find a guy who cares about you more than he cares about himself....
hmmmm.... not in my world..... I think la....

mommy is my personal love doctor, she would actually tell me what to do and what should I do when I met guys like this:

Ehem....

You saw your boyfriend holding another girls hand in some dunno where shopping mall, you went there with your bunch of friends, and 20 pairs of eyes saw it, and confirmed it's your bf, what will you do?

A:pretend nothing had happened, kept on hypnotising yourself, that it's just an illusion, that you were on some kind of medication while you are not.

B:walk towards him and give him a tight slap. ( fu yoh... damn embarrassing wer)

C:walk towards them and slap the girl with one hand 2 times. ( what a slut!)

D: walk away with your friends and cry the whole night to yourself and decided to forgive him and blame it on yourself.

E: call him on the spot and ask him where is he now, and expect him to call back next time.

F: walk towards them and smile at them, introduce yourself to the girl and kept on smiling...( telling yourself, this is a shopping mall, you can't cry, don't mempersiasuaykan diri..... gek gek....) and never pick up his phone calls and never listen to his explanation after that... o ya.... and never meet him again, although when you did, just turn your head somewhere else and pretend not knowing him....

You know what I chose....
An unexpected ans, or maybe an expected one.... I chose F.....
I can't tahan my BF or future husband cheating on me.
and those slut, BF/ husband snatcher, only think of themselves..... curse them betul2...
I'll straight away divorce/ break up w/ my husband/ BF without any hesitation.
Me yeng ler....
like this only got style ma.....(Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

elephant who invaded into shu jun's pink room

2009-04-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

i am a random elephant.
things below are the things tt i hv done and observed in her room.
i came in bringing FOOD.(i know wat r u ppl thinking).yes,i cannot live without.As a matter of fact,who on earth can live without food.the difference is js.i eat slightly more. SLIGHTLY
i js finished watching the horro movie-coming soon.wif mao mao,shu jun and a stick a.k.a ing ching.fyi,mao mao is a dog tt can talk.shu jun said he/she/it is her soulmate.
well,i was so bored.coz her place nothing to eat.but then i called my mama to come at 8.so.i am rotting in this place.
i js realised tt indonesians can laugh very loud.as shu jun's hsemate is an indon.then her laughter,i can hear.then there were some random ching ching chong chong after her conversation on the phone.
she jun is applying some colours on her nails.OBVIOUSLY,IT IS PINK.well,i coloured mine too.creatively.
her roommate js came out from the bathroom.she washed her hair,and used a towel to wrap her hair.looks really like a singh.
the omg-damn-rich shu jun js suggested that maybe we can buy diamond to put on nails.she ki siao kia.
i AM very thirsty.eventhough i finished a whole bottle of water.argh.i wanna drink water.
well,i know,i am random.
*sniff*OMG,HER NAIL POLISH REMOVER SMELLS SO FRUITY.BUT THEN SHU JUN SAID DMAN EXPENSIVE.A BOTTLE IS LIKE 9 STH.hmmmm........but then damn fruitty.*sniff*
and and and.her hse got a lot of hair.summo when u enter the toilet,u will see many MANY BRAS ON THE FLOOR.like bras are decoration items in her hse.weird.
i think they all too lazy to clean the floor.so they decided to use bras as floor mat.
whoa.shu jun needs kisses.her bedsheet,full of kisses.xoxo
i wonder if SOME MAN can satisfy her.
ok.i need to colour my nails edi.i mean double coating.
tata.
ps.i am damn skinny.her room is very spacious for a skinny hawt chic like me.
pps.we coloured our nails,so we are like two mad woman.keep on flapping our fingers.

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Shu Jun's comment:
ps: those bras are not mine... obviously mine are smaller.
pps: I just saw a very beautiful girl staring at me writing this blog.
ppps: she's damn skinny and hawt...
pppps: I'm very good at lying....
ppppps: I think my nails are growing flatter and flatter because I buffer them every day...
pppppps: I realised that I got nothing more to comment... bye...

Who's the LEADER!

2009-04-20T16:54:00.002+08:00

Went to college today, bringing my porridge to college because Shawn's sick......

Had math DI today and we were in our groups and we were suppose to discuss about the questions.

But.......

Mr Chong: ok, sit in your group now, we are going to start soon.
*distributing the paper to the LEADER*

everyone got their paper except for our group and I don't know why.

Mr Chong: ok, you can start now.

*whole class is quiet*

She started doing the paper after giving it a quick look.....

Nasreen, Yoshua and I ------------ blur......

Never mind..... we should listen to our LEADER!

She made no sound......

*we started to read on our own*

She started doing..... *pressing graphics calculator already*

We are still reading........

Nasreen: hey, we are suppose to do different case right?

she: huh? *looked up for a while, continue pressing GC again*

Nasreen: okay, who's doing case A?

*she said she's doing wor......*

Then I said I wanna do case C la.......

*everyone's pressing calculator & few groups are discussing, I can hear Min Yi, GT, IC & mei yi*

Our group--- Quiet..... everyone is like doing their own stuff...
(okay, I admit, I shouldn't sleep before Math, but I was too tired...... So, I don't have the mood to talk)

After a while..... Nasreen and I started to discuss a little while Yoshua sat there and press his GC---- relaxing xia.......

Half way thinking.......

she: F*** you la....
Me: *looked up* qiiiii....... Stop saying that.... *sounded annoyed*

yoshua.... still pressing his GC.....

SHE: eh, Nasreen, teach yoshua, I haven't finish mine....

Me: *felt like scolding her* but swallow my words back..... because teamwork also got marks.... and this is our so-called teamwork....

Nasreen: *no choice, teaching him*

*she's still happily doing her work and continue sighing*

Me: hey, this one how to do a... *pointing at her paper*

she: use GC.....
*continue doing her work*

*Nasreen came to teach me*

After getting out graph....

She: eh, see yours a *taking everyone's GC to check as if she scared later we did wrongly*

*erasing her paper while she swept the rubber dust to my paper......( I was sitting opposite her)*

Annoyed... but what to do.... she's our GROUP LEADER!

After 50 mins......

Mr Chong: ok class, times up, I have to collect the paper back...

*collecting*

SHE: *walked behind, to the other groups* eh, you know a... my group members SUCKS!!!! all don't know how to do math 1.......

WTH.....

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Fine! okay, since you think you are so great, why you still ask us the highest/ lowest displacement....

Why would you still want to say foul words while doing math, since you are so confidence with your math....

Mr Chong choose the people with good results in class to be the LEADER and what's the purpose for doing this?

He chose you to be a LEADER, so you can teach the weaker students right?

Tak kan the computer randomly choose people to be the LEADER..... If not I'll be one also wer....

you are the LEADER and you have the responsibility to teach us if we don not know how to do....

see now...... the table, yoshua's column is still empty and his paper is so damn empty

and we have to do his part individually tomorrow la..... like it now?

ISH...... he has not even feel in the table yet you know....

All you care is about yourself......

when I first saw you, I thought that you got the leadership quality but in the end you let me down....

I thought people who plays sports will have at least know a little of leadership quality..... but you proved it wrong.....

who's the LEADER now........

O.o

2009-04-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

Did something inappropriate in college today.....O.o .............opps!

Kena saw by someone......

well, today is not really my lucky day, thanks for brightening up my day darling......

although it's just a few minutes of meeting, I can totally forget what had happened in class today....

Today Mr Chong put us into groups and I was damn SUEY.......

The fantastic 5 were laughing at me.......

No Choice lor..... for 2 days only ma.......

During ESL class, I wanna go kacau Sean, so I went to sit beside him and Tupit Vino went to push my head to him..... & he said my hair looks like a wig sumore..... ish...........

Came back with IC and will be meeting up with my uncle for dinner later at night.....

Will be going to dunno where to have dim sum tomorrow morning and Min Yi is coming over my place to wait for Hikari.....

BTW, I was too boring during math class so I made fun of some1 ( who-shall-not-be-named)
clue: minus 1 mark ( quite obvious actually)
& I called him粉色系忧郁型花美男
Reason: I called him this because he's forever wearing either pink, blue, indigo....... very light colour la......
+ he has got those really 忧郁 look.... he always do all those really weird eye contact with us....
+ I think if he was born in our generation, he'll be quite good looking as he looks like the guy in boys over flower( korean version) the one with yellow hair..............
+ so, IC & MY said he's very geng as he sot me...... WTH.......

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>.<

2009-04-12T12:18:00.001+08:00

Was forced to lock my blog temporarily due to some personal reasons..... er hem...... G2 should know la...... er hem......

The Man in Pink!

2009-04-11T13:02:00.005+08:00

Went to church with IC, christy, jocelyn, kellyn&fren, n yoshua.....

Learnt something new and I realised that I have to learn to forgive......

over concerning... as in really over, which she thinks she's really great, & give FREE tuition
This is what he said to me when she wanna give tuition at her house.....
x: eh, SJ, You wanna come to my house for math tuition or not?
SJ: don wan.....( I'm lazy+ scared of her)
x: huh?! * gives me the stunt look* then how, your math very 'lan' ler.....
SJ: um..... *annoyed* no need la!
x: you sure or not
then she kept on repeating: eh, you can or not.... don't come and cry to beg me to teach you math next time when u get low marks a....
ps: I got more than 65 for math....... & the way she says it sounded like I fail my math.

there's another 1
I kepo and join the LAN class, after that got chemistry extra class..... I can't go because I got something else to do....
x: sj, going for chem class or not?
sj: no wor!
x: huh?! * gives me the same look again* you sure or not?
your chem not very good you know! ( said it damn loud sumore)
sj:( what has it to do with you?) *gives the the most annoying dunno sign*
x: sigh..... you a...... ( looks very disappointed)
..................the I forgot what she said to me already la...... I got a really bad memory.......

there's another story where I went to D1's house to wait for hikari to get his car. So, I went with Sean, D1 & D2. Then don't know why, she came..... The moment she came in, he asked me for the card that we were suppose to do for Mrs Ong. Then I sudd recalled and I told her that we not yet do.... Then she scold me in chinese ( FYI, only I can understand la..... cuz D1,D2 & sean don't know chinese ma)

So, this is what she said: 你们hor，很没有称意的啦！叫你们卡你们没做，我很忙的所以没有做。
Fine! I know that you are very busy with your sky adventure and don't know what assignment. So, you think that you are the only one that has got stuff to do la.....

you think you are the only one that is so busy la....

you think teacher gives assignments to only you la.....

We got out own stuff to do okay! you last minute only tell us and you expect us to make the card from test pad a.....

If you are so great, just do it yourself la..... If not just buy 1!

It's not that we don't want to do for her, do you know what's called ' it's the heart that matters most' we already sacrifice our time to visit Mrs Ong and you still say 啊呀，你们没有心的啦，有心的话，早就去看了咯!

I was damn pissed when you said this.....

so, now you think your time is very precious la.......

another story...
That day when we wanted to find a place where we can do our LAN project and the only place with wireless service and is not very expensive and with air-con is McD lor.....

Then x suggested starbucks & subway....

I don't know why, x always complains that he doesn't have enough pocket money, yet she still go to this expensive places everyday! If you wanna act high class and act that you are rich, then don't complain to us that you don't have enough money la.....

Then we finally decided we want to go McD, she became very angry, she said she's going back to her house and mumbling some stuff la.... I heard it but I forgot what she said already.....

Before that, Hikari said wanna go eat pan mee at ss19 ma....

I told him I have to go back after 1 hour after doing the LAN project....

The x asked me y..... so I ans her lor...... We were in the middle of Taylors and she shouted very loud you know.... 啊！你的男人酱麻烦的，撇掉他啦
then I ans her back:你厉害你自己撇啦!

I was controlling my temper that time, I shouted at her, but I only used like 30% of my voice only....

I don't wanna get angry in front of my friends..... it's very scary......

So, she went home....

The other morning, when I reached college, I was damn excited because DA is coming and I went into the class and said我的爱人要来了
then immediately she ans me this: 那个没有用的男人啊？

Okay! because I cried in class before cuz of him, doesn't mean that ISH.... dunno what to say....And I don like you to insult any1 that I know and love in this world..... Do you know that I think that you thought you are very mature.... can't deny that you have a mature thinking and VERY CONSIDERATE..... yea... you are TOO!

I don't like you to talk about the one I love anymore..... not even joyce..... I love her more than I love you okay! BTW, FYI I bet everyone in the class appreciates the card she made for kellyn! unlike you!

when the JPA hospital attachment people didn't come to school for a week, you thought that I can't survive without them, I'm not like you, I mix well with anyone in class, my topic is not as narrow as yours....(???) you only concern about your results and animals and people you hate.... The frist thing you saw people's laptop, you asked them... eh! how much is your graphic card a..... then I ans I don't know.....

You were like, how come you don't know...... * checking my graphic card* wa! graphic card so high a... can play games ler
ps: she meant DOTA and all the guy's game la..... not supermario or the sims or barbie adventure...haha@.@

eh! you use viao to play games a..... keypad crack then only you know..... Since you are a man( v ganas)

X loves to smack people on their back.... she doesn't even know that it hurts..... And the way she wakes me up in class during that miserable 1 week annoyed me......

only one word to describe him------GANAS

She's very arrogant also la........

ps: you might find that I mixed up the he and she, because I don't know
whether he's a she or she's a he....

edited this post due to some reasons............ ISH MR. Chong.....
we are in the same group
as what mei yi said.... what goes around comes around
ISH.....

Random......

2009-04-09T19:35:00.004+08:00

Peggy and Sharanya..... Peggy looks like she's drinking liquor......

Christy and I at Pizza Hut.....

P&SJ 's creation.... mushroom soup+ cheese powder+ pepper+chili sauce.......

CHeese.....

This wormy thingy is actually chili sauce and cheese powder.....

When to Snowflake with Hua Yen, Kellyn & Vidhya..... They actually give us this so-called beeping UFO.... It'll vibrate when the food is ready la..... So, we were like jakun..... haha....

Hua Yen after a make over!!!

The condition of our unit 12-09 before Monday.... I know we are dirty... but what to do..... lazy ma.....

My cousin's teddy, cute one though......

YEah!!!! My own creation!!!!

Love!

2009-04-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

Was wondering how Mr Chong flirt with girls......

our love is like the differentiation of a star......

hahaha......

BTW, I love you more and more as each day passes..... ( not Mr Chong a.....)

I've learned to love you the way that I never did last time....... Thanks to.... Shinta....the love doctor....* clap hands*

Went to school this morning and the first thing we discuss is about david archuleta coming to Malaysis... and I suppose his plane has arrived...... but I can't go and see him..... he's having a showcase at sunway lagoon....

Good la.... stupid sunway.... use this oppurtunity to make money......

NVM.... don't feel like going to see him also as I told my friend, it's like seeing the one you love standing so near from you, yet so far..... you can't have him.... as if your heart is having constipation..... haha

2nd reason which I don't wanna go is because I don't like crowds..... People scares me......

3rd reasaon.... I wanna study, exam is coming soon and I don't wanna let my parents down again.....

4th reason..... I need to finish my assignments.....

.........

But I still feel like going la..... who wanna sponser me...... ayaya... just joking la.....

newae, just finish drawing my cells, gonna sleep now.....

Tired..... Yawn~ ciao

untitled

2009-04-07T16:23:00.002+08:00

Didn't get to sleep well recently..... because I chat too much with my roommate.... yawn~

Sleepy.... gonna go to pasar malam with hikari, daniel, christy.......wonder whether jocelyn is going or not.....

I made a deal with Sean, not to talk about our bf/ex for the whole week.... If not we'll be sitting with *ehem*

Gotta study for chemistry exam & finish all the assignments......

I love him.......

FOOD!!!!!

2009-04-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

\Went out with my cousin today to Sunway Pyramid.... Had Sakae Sushi for lunch.... Damn cheap.... Had this dunno what sushi and found some really cute prawns on it......

McD sundae ice cream..... The ice cream that never melts......

The ingredients....

x packet of blueberry jam
x packet of sugar
x packet of creamer
a pinch of salt
a pinch of pepper

method:

Add all the ingredients and stir well.... ( high speed..... manually) until it's smooth........

Almost the whole class tasted my own creation of "ice cream" except:

Sean
GT
Mei yi
D1 & D2
Hikari
Shamme
Hua yen

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Thank you Vino for having the spoonful of ice cream......... I know it's sweet........ * clap hands*

IT's quite nice okay.......

Regret!

2009-04-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

I want you to make the effort,
I want to be sought after, irresistibly
I want to occupy your mind, as you do mine
I want you to love me more than I love you.

Found this somewhere..... & how I wish I can let him know about it, about what I'm thinking now...

He turn his back to me and left me standing there alone waiting for his answer after asking him ques.

What had happenned to this relationship?

On my own,
pretending he's beside me,
All alone I walk with him til morning
without him, I feel his arms around me.
and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.
( When I'm alone, I'll always pretend that he's just beside me, I always want him to be beside me, teaching me math, lend me a shoulder to lie on when I'm feeling tired, I always pretend that he's hugging me tightly, so tight that I can even feel and hear his heartbeat)

In the rain the pavement shines like silver,
all the lights are misty in the river,
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
( after the rain, everything seems so nice, but all I see is only him)

And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him,
And although I know that he's blind,
still I say, there's a way for us.
( I knew that I'm only keeping all this thoughts to myself, it's only a dream but not a reality. However, I still have a little hope.)

I love him but when the night is over,
he's gone, the river is just a river,
without him the world around me changes,
the trees are bared and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.
( He only show he's love to me when we are alone, he never do that in front of his friends, I felt hurt every time he does this to me. Like I'm transparent, every time, when we were walking out for lunch, he'll surely walk in front of me- faster than me. So that his other friends won't see. I'm used to it already, but I still feel uneasy)

I love him but everyday I'm learning,
All my life I have only been pretending,
without me his world will go on turning,
the world is full of happiness that I have never known....

I love him but only on my own.....

Last time, when our choir is singing this song, I can still remember Pn Doreen asked us to imagine the guy you like standing in front of you and you want to tell that guy how much you love him but you couldn't due to some reasons la....

I always imagine the guy that I used to like when I was in F1,2 and 3.... yea... it's the same guy....
and sometimes when I was really into the song, I feel heartache and tears bursting out( but I'll control it wer)

T.T

Random!

2009-04-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

I brought my toy car to school today.....
Macho car.....

peep peep......

leng zai.... look over here....

Yummy!!!!

2009-04-01T21:35:00.005+08:00

Sean's key chain... Mr Ryu-uk and Mrs Ryu-uk.... I did that during Math class.... Damn ugly wer...

今天永亲来我家玩，顺便做功课。我煮了很好喝的汤，永亲讲她没有料到我会煮汤，而且味道还不错呢！她以为会淡而无味。

Ing Ching posing with the soup....

The big bowl is mine and the small 1 is hers.... muahaha.... and my hot dog....

ISH.... fine fine.... thought that I can write in Chinese, cuz long time nv write Chinese essay already, turns out it looks like a little.... um..... primary school 造句.

My soup...... first time cooking it using rice cooker....

Never mind..... newae, IC said that my soup is tasty and she didn't expect me to know how to cook and iron my clothes.... I told her to tell the class tomorrow..... show off la.... obviously.....

friends.....!!!!

Love Potion!

2009-03-31T22:14:00.003+08:00

Ow.... I'm addicted to you my love.....

I can't live without you....

I fell in love with you the first time I saw you in JB.....

I'm licking u now....

you taste so good to me....

you are my everything....

I'll sacrifice everything to get u except my $$$...

because without $$$, I can't have you.....

o.... my love potion....

yeah!!! today baskin robbins got 31% off!!

Broken Vow

2009-03-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

Tell me her name I want to know,
The way she looks & where you go,
I need to see her face, I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.

Tell me again I want to hear,
Who broke my faith and all this years,
Who lays with you at night while I was all alone,
Remembering when I was your own.

I let you go,
I let you fly,
why do I keep on asking why,
I let you go, now that you are gone.
a way to keep somehow,
More than a broken vow....

Tell me the words you have never said,
Show me the tears you have never shed,
give me the touch that you promised to be mine,
or has it varnished for all time.....

Lunch!

2009-03-29T18:05:00.003+08:00

Went to sunway pyramind with pooi ling and pik ching today to watch confessions of a shopaholic. It was funny. damn nice...... wanna watch it again...* hinting some1* ehem ehem....

anyway, didn't have lunch there because we have to rush back to do our ESL draft...

Went to MNG to look around..... and bought a dress from there and it costs me about $159.... but worth it.... it's an investment...... ( sounds familiar rit)

Cook my own lunch+ dinner using microwave....

It's chicken, egg, broccoli, and mi sedaap.....

I marinated the chicken myself and it tastes a bit like bbq chicken.....

Earth hour!

2009-03-28T21:36:00.004+08:00

Today is earth hour! My apartment was suppose to off the lights at 830, I mean the whole building.... all the lights will automatically shut off... whether you like it or not, your lights will still be off, but since we are Malaysians and this is Malaysia, I don't know what happened to it. I came back to e-tiara with my cousins after dinner and we saw a notice there saying that the whole building blah blah.... bullshit....

This is Malaysia..... I'm proud to be a Malaysian...... But right, I don't really think I see anyone off their lights, but I off my lights because I was not at home...... haha.... just came back.

Went to 7-11 agian, and that lady in pain is still working in there. I wonder why 7-11 hire her. U know what, my cousin bought a $2 ice-cream and she thought he was buying to then she buat pandai and went to scan the price 2 times. Then my cousin was like WTH! She even told him that she had already scan it twice and cannot do anything to it. So, does it means that if he was only buying one and he's gonna pay for two? But luckily my other cousin bought another one la... If I were him and I'm alone, I will give up my ice-cream..... cheh..... don't care whether she had scan it once or twice..... muahahaha.....

Anyway, went to his unit after that and I saw a really cute cup cover....

Took picture of my dog sleeping ( I know this sounds creepy, but she's my only companion when I'm feeling alone, she will keep all my secrets and listen to me quietly when I'm telling her stuff.She will always be there for me, I knew that I can't live without her)

heart broken

2009-03-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Must I go bound while you go free,
Must I love a man who doesn't love me,
Must I be born with so little art,
as to love a man who'll break my heart......... ouch.......

Biology practical test & 7-11

2009-03-25T20:39:00.003+08:00

We had biology practical test for like almost 2 days. The first day, our substitute teacher was nice, but the second day, the teacher sucks man!!!( Mrs Ong is still sick, she's in SJMC now).
We were rushing to do our report and she was like kept on dunno doing wat telling ur what to do or what not to do, slamming the table..... Damn annoying wer.

Went to 7-11 after that, wanna buy reload card..... Then that malay woman like don't know what I'm talking.... I said $30 for 30 days, she gave me $10 then I was like damn pissed off then I kind of like say it louder la, maybe she can't hear it.... then she went to make those really irritating face and sound. She then give me 3 $10. ish.... knS....

I was not in a good mood for the whole day la...... ISH....

2009-03-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

taken by Sean!!!

Roommate

2009-03-22T19:23:00.004+08:00

I got a new roommate from JB!

I think I like her

She was in Sarawak til she's f4.

Did something really stupid today....

Went out for lunch with Pik Ching & Pooi Ling at Secret Recipe.

Had dinner with Pooi Ling at Chili Padi ( FYI... it's d carrefour food court)

Done biology detailed outline.

Gonna start doing my IS.

The weather is damn hot today.

Listening to 'Lucky" now.

AUSMAT BOY......

2009-03-21T16:26:00.002+08:00

I went to check my friendster yesterday and I saw this AUSMAT BOY, I straight away knew that he's Theeban.... I knew why he changed his name, because last time when he added us, none of us approved him, so now, he's still the only one who'll actually still use the word AUSMAT.

I don't deny that I still love AUSMAT very much, but the way he's still so obsessed with AUSMAT disgust me. He said he just came back from UK... o~ must be lying. I'm not mean but the lies that he told us is like.......*speechless*

He once told us that his dad's a lawyer, after that he changed to doctor.... I mean WTF.... After that he said... hey, my dad drives a BMW, turns out it's not and I think he's ashamed of his parents because last time whenever class ends, he'll surely wait for all of us to go back, so that we won't see his parents and he made his dad wait inside the car outside college.

there's once,
SJ: KH, see my * whatever* project, can use point form or not?
KH: wah! u got colour printer! ( he's a really nice boy)
TB: elle.... I also got colour printer....

I was like WTH is he talking.......

He failed every test excluding English.....

Damn hungry now..... sigh......