Maison!

I am missing you damn badly romeo.....

Went Maison yesterday with housemates!

The initial plan was to go MOS but lalala...... we went luna bar and lalala..... ended up at Maison.

NO pics taken, the place is too crowded with lala's everywhere and we saw a sparkling Myvi.

Our unit is damn happening, with food disappearing themselves and shampoo, conditioner became lesser and lesser and a lot of drama.

I am very sure that it's not the maid... u know, a bit of info here and there but how to catch her red handed...... I wonder

I just realised knowing a person too much is not that good. Like now, I get easily irritated by people. It's not that I am lansi or whatsoever but u know.... sometimes when you know a person too much, and the stuff they do will kind of irritate u even tiny lil' things.

I missed you!
o ya! Made up my mind to stop the chemical reaction, so I Will start another new "experiment" again. Not so soon since I don't have the reactant to start with but I believe, soon. *wait wait wait*

It's gonna be week 9 soon......

Life isn't treating me that good recently, or should I say since my dad's diagnosed with cancer again. I realised I don't feel the same as before. I lost my appetite and sometimes I just don't feel moving anymore. I feel like there's this really huge stuff inside my stomach doing something strange to me..... I started praying a lot, waking up early in the sunday morning going to church.

I am scared of losing something I am having now. Family, friends and my property..... ok~ property as in pen, pencils, ruler, rubber, etc.

As usual, after lunch, went computer lab, got really emo and yea..... can't really hold back my tears anymore. Thanks Amy for writing me that note and not offering me tissue.

Some days, I don't even feel like saying hi or talking to anyone. I just lose interest in talking. But I know, life still goes on...... grrrrr~~~~

& I am going back to JB for the really long weekend!

I've been thinking of you a lot recently, like today during physiology lecture. Wonder what you are doing now, what are you up to recently and stuff. I felt like calling you but I realised it is impossible for me to contact you through phone. It's like totally impossible. The only way to contact you is like..... geez~ only through MSN? FB? and you don't even reply my email. & I know I am supposed to be listening in class.

and sometimes even when you are online, I wanted to talk to you but I am scared that you are too busy to even say hi to me. I would really want to let you know that I really need you now, to at least pat my head and squeeze my shoulder or give me a warm hug if you want to. & I've got lots to tell you, about things that's going on around me.

I guess, I Will have to give up on all these thoughts tho...... it's like so impossible to happen because you are like so far away. Even if you are near me, things will never be the same again.

what an emo post..... but I feel better now..... grrrr~~~ physiology is killing me. After today's lecture, I don't think I want babies in the future....

The any nasi goreng at poolside has shrunk in size because I can finish the rice now!
IT's too little for me tho....

New semester!

Lab reports are killing me.....

& the annoying fei po who puts her leg on ppl's chair....

& the irritating small one.......

finds it real funny when I type something in BM.
like today, I pretended to be yang gemuk tu's maid
bawa makanan pergi uni tuk yang gemuk tu....
surprised that susan still replied

It's complicated

It's raining again, got into a car accident yesterday.

Romeo went for castration and he's officially my 'sis' now, he looks extremely adorable with the cone thing attached to his neck.

Had a nightmare last night and it kind of makes me think a lot when I woke up. Had been spending my day thinking about it, tidying up my room, do laundry, studied a few pages of chemistry.

I already hid all of the updates but still, sometimes my itchy hands will still, you know, click on the thing. Yea! it's like a curse, once I clicked on it, I will be moody for a few days.

I have been telling myself, it's time to let everything go since it's history. oh well, don't we still study history now?? I want to forget about the past, and sometimes I wonder, why everything I once treasured dearly, loved has to go to the same fucking city. YES! everything, everyone.

Bah! I used to have at least some hope for 'the thing', but now, I guess I shall let go of any hopes I still have and stop dreaming and hoping for those korean drama scene to happen.

YEA! That's about it, gonna continue studying now.

Childish boy

I officially hate AMOS GOH KE JING

first, he kicked my butt..... He freaking kicked it....

I know, when I tell people this, they will start to wonder, how can a uni student do this to a GIRL!

I freaking don't understand lor....

Fine! U hate me..... u told Hikari that U don't need to hate people for a reason.

but it's not good to show your hatred to someone by kicking them!

this is like soooo wrong...... U think u r still a primary school student or mentally retarded one...

Plus, you still said that we r of different frequency because u think that I am childish. Well, I have to tell you that, I personally admit that I am childish. but this is what a student's life is for. play, joke, tease....... BUT, I won't go and hurt people physically like you do.... For 2 consecutive days, you kicked and dirty my pants and I have to wash them like mad woman..... funny izzit....
You should be glad that I didn't call your mom and asked her to wash it for me.

I admit sometimes I joke around too much and well, you weren't in G2. That's all I can say.....
Plus, it isn't only me who laughs about that matter okay....

I know why you don't want to do it on Hikari.... because he has got bigger size than you and you are scared of him. ewen..... cuz she doesn't talk much and you don't dare to.... WHY me....!

Did I like ever do anything wrong to you before?

You said you don't like tall girls.... Well, this is obviously because you are SHORT!
and I defended myself because you said that thing in front of me! I told you straight that you are short and maybe because of that you don't like it la.... but, mind you, it's you who started saying that I am TALL! wat's wrong for being tall, I am not as tall as those super models do, I am only 163cm..... that's like a freaking normal height for women.

Ok now, I have to tell you this.... YOU ARE FREAKING SHORT!
I can be taller than you after I wore my heels ok.... and I am not like wearing those freaking 6 inches high ones.... mine is like the most norm norm height.... and I am still freaking taller than you!

Did I ever tell you that you have that stupid idiotic look on your face..... it's not that you are born like that, it's the way you answer people's question and the way you converse with other people and the way you act. and I am not saying that I look smart here la but still...... I may be childish, but when it comes to serious matters, I can be serious too....

and you said I am always not serious and well, I Forgot what you said ady, but if I am not serious, why for the last experiment we did on titration I like got a really very good results and even the lab demo asked the other lab people to come and look at my titration. This is because I fucking pay attention when I am doing my titration.

and on friday, I finish my work faster than you do and I finish my Bio lab report like earlier because I freaking sit at the other corner in the library and do the work myself and you said that I am always playing?

About the changing lab partner thing, is it because you couldn't be with the gal you like and you are hating me for it? and you didn't even tell your other lab partners that you don't understand what they are conversing.... and you kept on mumbling stuff yourself there.

and one more thing.... I freaking don't understand what you are saying every time on MSN, in class or anywhere la.... it's just weird.

like now, after the kicking accident, you kept on sending msg to who n who apologising to them, Well, IDIOT, the one you kicked is ME.. not them... Well, I am disappointed by what you did and I thought in uni we are suppose to be like normal students w/o the fighting and stuff..... maybe we will bitch about people or maybe we will joke around but we uni students definitely will not kick people intentionally.

I will not forgive you and I will see how you will apologise to me on Monday as in tomorrow as you told someone you will......

snap snap!!

I miss my mummy........


I didn's PS these pics..... I think I look prettier and prettier...... Went for mingle because of the free food and I don't wanna crack my head thinking where to have dinner and stuff everynight, so.... mingle.... get to know new friends and free food... the thing about monash is, they always use free food to attract people.... and we, the greedy people always kena... mingle isn't fun at all, the games they play is like super stupid....

I hate being alone in my room..... bah!!!!! Roommate went back home.

I hate everyday except for saturday, sunday and monday!

Went to city harvest and thought of knowing some cute guys there.... but FAIL!
Think it's because I was wearing heels and I am like soooo tall, they dare not wanna know me.... or is it because of face prob? FML

Monash cafeteria is like super expensive. I had like chicken rice almost everytime I go there. Well, It's the most edible cheap food there. No choice.

Assignments, lab reports and online test.... argh!!! last friday, we had our first lab class, I am like dying ady wer.... feel like giving up studies. Nah! I won't do that....

Saw a cute guy from our class, but he's indon chinese la.... never mind.... I give up.....

Wanna watch Alice in Wonderland so much.... haha.... going to watch me Amy later and manicure.....

But seriously, I dont think my nails will last that long lor... because we will be doing a lot of lab work....

Wondering why it takes so long for the maid to clean our unit.... I wanna bath......

Finally a new post!

I am still awake!

Dee Dah Dee

Hi Hi!
Didn't update my blog for like a few weeks already!
I got my results, Uni, Hostel.... and a dog!

So, This is Romeo.....

HI! I is Romeo, I born on the 2nd of October and I is 3 months old now....
I got 1 papa, 1 mama and 2 jie jie... da jie and er jie....

I like my da jie's snoopy PJ..... and I jumped to bite her PJ when I saw her wearing it....


This is me with a verrrryyyy sissy PINK hair clip... I hate it.... because it makes me GAY!




This is my "luggage", my food......cuz mama wanna send jie jie to KL, so I have to stay at grandpa's house....


Da Jie and fat auntie say I look naked here....

ME!
and ME again!
my signature pose.....

I still look v small here......
in case you guys dunno who's fat auntie..... and her ting ting....
and this is snoopy
Ailie and her supadog