Its the first day of School today and I dont feel like going to school at all........ I somehow miss the time when I just sit at home and do nothing..... I want to go back to December, when we go malacca for fun...... awh.... I miss that time!

anyway, School wasn't that bad after all. I see a couple of cute guys in Uni, some really hot gals. It kind of made my day!

Class isn't that bad either, except for the BTH lecturer.... she basically just reads out everything that's from the lecture slides and the way she reads it sucks more...... other lecturers are all good...

I am super stressed up now.... I cant sleep although I am tired, I cant breath properly, I constantly got butterflies inside my stomach, the feeling is like me being in love again.... but too bad, I am not! :(

I am emotionally down now, when I look at the questions in the lab manual, I feel like crying.... Ive nv been so stressed up before except for the period before exam, but this is different. Today is just the first day of Uni and I am ady feeling like shit!

I need a person to let me lean onto but where are u...... u said u will be there for me always but where are u now? I need you! I just want somebody to just hug me tightly and stroke my hair telling me everything is gonna be okay. That's all I need.

I just hope everything will turn out fine..... *prays hard*

ps: how come u didnt come online recently? I missed u!

I just want you to know that I trust you a lot. That's why I am telling you everything that's going on in my life. Sometimes, I would really hope for something in return, just like u said, updating each other? but well, I guessed things are a lil' different now. It seem like I am the only one telling stories.

well, I don't know what's your interpretation of the word 'friends'. All I do know is, when I trust someone and tell them all my secrets, I expect the someone will trust me too! I want it to be a mutual thing.

and I don't like it when someone say that I am kp, (I think its only you calling me that.) because its not like I am going to share your secrets with everyone, rit? I keep the secrets to myself. I am kind of hurt sometimes when you are hiding stuff from me, because it makes think that either you don't like me and you don't want to tell me your thing or you don't treat me as a trusty friend that can share stuff with... I always thought you will share everything with me, always, til 2 days ago.

It hurts me a lot

Seldom update my blog last year because of the crappy internet connection I am using in Sun u. Well, a lot of stuff had happened in 2010...... Got to know some new friends, lost some close friends....

I miss my previous housemates a lot especially u! wanna leave room for suspension. hehe......

Was busy baking new year biscuits these few days...... they are all nice!

I am proud of myself because I finally got over u.... and I almost used like one year?? maybe a lil less than that..... well, I am now looking into the future and not the past anymore.... yeah for me!!!!

bought something for myself from British India.... its soooooooo comfy!!!!!

awh~ my sissy's babi is calling.... well, I AM JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!

Its quite fun to use ppl's fb acc to post something on their wall, especially when u have some inspiration! like the barbie dolls.... haha!!!! and I am planning summore.... need some suggestions from the girls, I am sick of using the gay topic ady..... and the barbie dolls.... haha... its the bomb!

anyway, I got nth to write anymore.... so gotta go!!!! ciaoz wer dude!!!!