Bukit Gasing tomorrow!

Will be going to Bukit Gasing tomorrow with the 11 other people...
Hikari
Li Ji
Hua Yen
Peh Ge
Guan Tat
Mei Yi
..... I forgot...... ISH.....

Meet at college at 800am....

Bukit Gasing: It's a bukit which it can turn either clockwise or anticlockwise, there are a lot of uncle and aunties, they can even climb faster than us (Hikari, 2009)

I will be wearing shorts tomorrow, but scared later got mosquitoes.....
scratch... scratch........ itchy

I told my aunt not to come to visit me since I wanna go climb bukit....
but she insists...
I scolded her and she was so frustrated
she pour coffee on my pants and stain it brown.....
I have to wash my pants... ish....
C la.... what have you done....! ISH.....

Newae, 'll update about bukit gasing tomorrow.....
gasing gasing gasing.......

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Die flat flat for chemistry.....
Ms Kwa is so damn disappointed with us,
wanted to go back to JB this holiday, but I'm too lazy....
+ I don't like to travel back alone....
I don't like to be alone...

Having dinner alone..... I would rather not have dinner....

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Nasreen is leaving today and it was the last day I see her,
gave her a kiss and woo hoo... she kissed me back.....
I'll definitely miss her so much....
was wondering why is everyone leaving.... ISH....

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have to buck up....
'll be staying back late with Hua Yen in the library til late starting from next week.
studying la..... what else can we do..... eat meh.....

Hikari brought us to eat rojak before their LAN test starts.....
the rojak is very nice, I like the EGG....... =.='''

wasted a lot of body fluid today.....

never mind..... it helps in slimming down and gives you a better complexion....

Had been drinking papaya milk for 2 days already.... so, I shall wait for the results.

Yawn~ damn tired..... Nit Nit.....

Freaky Friday! pt1

Sean turning some "egg" aya.... dunno what' that called la.....

the baby vomitting....

We were like bullying the baby...

we......

Hua Yen..... & hippo

Min yi

Sean and I

This one looks like a sex toy to me..... I haven't seen one before but I think they should look the same.

This thingy cost RM( more than 100)

IT says "try me" & "touch my breast" opps... it's 'touch my chest'

OMG! spongebob molesting HY!!! and it still look so happy, damn ham sap wer.....

HY's baby.... she hold her baby like this.....

First time sitting KTM.... but y arr.... how come my eyes is close...

Notice that we were holding starbucks...

Yea, Dilarang membawa minuman dan makanan ke dalam kenderaan ini... something like this la... ish

But, we still managed to bring it up.... YEah....

In the car.....

HY said I looked best at this angle......

After our dim sum.... Look at HY, soooo childish.... still playing with chopstick....

Thursday.... Market

We were all watching PORN at market after lunch....

Me relaxing on Hua Yen's boos.... Damn shiok wer..... *ham sap*

无论我尽情呼喊，
你却离我越来越远，
只能是痛苦的伤痕，
悲伤的爱情，
为什么我却不能抹除。

LAN!

Yeah, finished exam today....

Tomorrow still got LAN test....

haha.... I don have people.....

NENE.....

un giorno sai
per noi vera
la liberta......

my favourite song.... A time for us, romeo e Julietta...

cooked rice today, mixed it with minced beef and egg, but I ended up getting something like glutinous rice balls....

ISH....

Had rice and papaya milk for dinner....

nothing actually happened today except during lunch when we were having pan mee...

We went there and there were no sits except for one long table where 2 guys were sitting there, we asked them whether they can move to the table next to them or not although it's still connected la.... they moved lor....

Hikari went to find parking so we purposely left a sit for him and I think that 2 guys overheard our conversation about hikari....

when hikari came, we were so shocked that he actually knew that 2 guys.... ish.... what a small world.....

hikari is like a penghulu kampong.....

we started gossiping and that's what the girls are good in what......

& I seriously think that I shouldn't judge him anymore cause we 2 too ada jodoh already....

ISH......

I'll just gek.... gek.... gek..... l8r one day I'll burst like a balloon....

today everyone started waving to me like I'm still damn far away from them, I think it's because of my striking orange pants.....

well, it's comfortable to wear... so, who cares.....

We are going to get back our chemistry test paper tomorrow, wonder how I fare..... *pray hard*

Now pray also no use already la.... ish.....

as if God will change the marks for you.... ish

I miss my piano, I suddenly realised my fingers got a bit cacat..... the bone structure, a bit cacat.... One of my friends said it's because I started learning piano at a very young age..... don't think so.... I think it's because of my cacatness...... cacat makes everything cacat.....

hikari asked me to go online piano.... but the feeling ain't the same....

I don't think I can even play fugue fluently anymore..... used to practice it like don't know how many times a day.... then now.... ish....

Stressed out!

I don't know what had happened to me recently, grades are falling and everything seems out of place.

I don't know who to turn to, as you know, if I tell my parents, they will say all those thingy I have been listening for 10 years.

Having physics test tomorrow on first period after that we will be going to ss19 to eat pan mee...

passion fruit..... papaya milk....

slept til 10+pm only wake up.....

heard my house phone ringing, I thought I was dreaming so I didnt bother to wake up, or I knew it was one of my parents and I purposely don't wanna pick up... LAZY la....

finish up everything in the fridge that I bought 3 months ago.... no....wait.... I threw them away, wanted to make chicken ball, but end up my chicken ball melted in the microwave and became chicken patty.

ISH..... I'm lazy to go out for dinner recently, is it because of the weather?

I've been keeping a lot of stuff to myself recently, because I don't feel like telling anyone and the main problem is, if I were to tell anyone, I don't know where to start.

College is driving me crazy, assignments, exams, HOMEWORK! and of cause, some personal problems.....

Mr Chong never fail to give us homework everyday.... If right ONE DAY, JUST ONE DAY, he didn't give us homework, I'll KISS him..... CHEH... as if I'll.....

Peggy is leaving us soon, she made me a oh-so-damn lovely card, I love it very much, thank you peggy.... Although half a year is not very long, you'll be my edward, now and always, although I know that I'm your only one, but you are not my only one.....

Haven been contacting my husbands and wives for a very long time, even the divorced ones...
oh wait..... I just talked to my ex husband yesterday.... hehe>.<

hey jude
don't make it bad,
take a sad song and make it better......

My dad used to sing this song for me, he went to change the lyrics..... I miss his singing....
although it sounded like slaughtered chicken.....

Felt like singing oldies recently.....
I've always love oldies.....
Rarely listen to chinese song... or should I say... wait.... I listen one this year... 心跳-王力宏, don't really understand what is he singing la... but it's nice....

como sobrevivre,
como calma mi sed,
como seguir sin ti,
como saltar sin red....

My Josh Groban......

listening to the long and winding road by the beatles now....

yawn~ damn tired...... I suddenly realized I sendiri also macam babi.... barbie.... no la, it's babi... pig.... though I always call someone pig.... because he sleeps a lot......

Gonna wake up 645 mins later.....

Don't know what will I be dreaming tonight, is it you, the SCARY you......
NO, I don't think so, haven been meeting up with you for a while already, instead I got nightmares almost everynight, waking up sweating, mummy asked me to eat the ginseng pill she bought... FINE, no harm eating it also ma......

Later my poo all green in colour 1.....

O ya... I just realized, I still love Mr Darcy..... Hope I can find my Mr Darcy soon... >.< damn gek wer..... out of the blue got mr Darcy.... damn random.....

Ave Mariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......... Daniel sent that to me.... haha >.<

Used to reach damn high notes last time but I think I can't do it now, Lack of practice I think, I miss Choir.....

BTW, congratulation to convent choir for getting champion once again in both district and state level..... Beat the MUAR CONVENT people... always thinks they are very great..... cheh.... dare you guys to stare at us again..... I know you guys are tall.....

Sis told me, the national level will be in JB... so, I was thinking when, maybe I can go support them if I'm having my holiday.... O ya... speaking about holiday, I'm going back to Convent to collect my SPM cert..... A lot of my friends already collected it..... left me la.....

ISH.....

yawn! chao.......

Swan

Lonely swan on the silver lake,
you were drifting alone,
all you know how a heart can break when love has flown.

you were destined for higher ground,
not to linger with me,
to the earth i am ever bound,
eternally...

we belong to the sun,
we belong to the sky,
we have more than one song to sing before we die....

The cute one!

hello.....

The cute one is here to update her blog.....

(I'm the cute one because today someone just realised I'm very cute during lunch time and kept on saying that I'm very cute)

Damn gek....

Neway, my luck ain't really good recently.....

Nvm, I'll just bear with it and learn to be NICE~~~~

muahahahaha>.<

everyone is leaving already......

The whole class will be damn quiet....

Went to buy blender and nutriplus hotdog....

Today, I damn emo......

ISH.... Emo again.....

because of you la......

newae, Hua Yen said I looked like this doll.....

She said those manufacturers suddenly realised china people also wants to play with dolls, so they made a doll with single eyelid.....

1 Utama!

Went to 1U with Sean and Christy today....
Bought Body Shop passion fruit body butter....
YEAH! now I got a few passion fruit stuff from body shop...
body scrub, body butter and lip balm.....

After that we went to don't know which hawker centre near there...
Had claypot rice, it's not bad but it's a bit too salty...
Sean drove us to some really quiet place to look at the scenery of mid valley and kl tower and twin tower..... damn nice
and that place is damn quiet.....
can see stars sumore....
and we went to the street damn lots of bridal studio....
Was wondering, when can I wear wedding gown.....
I want pure white... like silk white..... damn white one...... like colgate.....

O ya.... I bought shampoo from body shop also..... Ginger scalp care....... it's ginger.....
To prevent hair fall and to promote hair growth..... So, I'll see whether my hair grows or not...
Later I'll be smelling like passion fruit + Ginger to college.....

Damn tired....... my leg damn pain.....
laugh til my stomach muscle pain.....
Good exercise.....
flatten your tummy....
Should laugh more using my stomach muscle.....
Like gek-ing my stomach muscle when i'm laughing la....

that's all about 1U today....

Conclusion: We had lots of phun...... phun..... phun......

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Was reading Harvest times this morning before Sean came to pick me and I found this article, about choosing the right partner for life by REV. DR. Kong Hee.

Seven qualities to look for in a soul-mate:

#1 Commitment to personal growth.
a) your partner is committed to God's Word and a godly lifestyle.
b) your partner is willing to receive help and guidance.
c) your partner is conscious of his blind spots and emotional handicaps.
d) your partner is setting personal goals for real change.

#2 Emotional openness
If your partner can;t identify and share his feelings with you, he's not ready to be in an intimate relationship.

#3 Integrity
a) honest with himself
b) honest with others
c) honest with you

#4 maturity and responsibility
a) he can take care of himself
b) he is responsible
c) he is respectful

#5 healthy self-esteem
a) he knows who he is in Christ.
b) he doesn't abuse himself, but takes good care of himself.
c) he doesn't allow others to abuse him.
d) he takes action in his life.

#6 Positive attitude toward life

#7 personal chemistry
-both you and your partner need to have some form of personal chemistry in order to distinguish your relationship from a friendship. otherwise, what is so special about this person? What makes him different from the way you feel about the rest of your friends?

(Harvest Times, 2009)

ESL

I'm like the muachi powder and you are the water,
muachi powder can only react with water to become muachi,
cannot add butter or olive oil,
but water is an universal solvent....
( Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

Phew!

Nearly got knocked down by a car today, I can still remember it's a black matrix car, drive damn fast wer... like 120km/h...

crazy fella....

Luckily got one guy who was crossing the road also pulled me back... If not I think I'll be ending up in SJMC now.... *touch wood touch wood*

Newae, after I came back and chat with my housemate for a while, I clean my wardrobe and room and my bed and my so-called store room( to store food only).

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Hua Yen and ppl said my boobs damn small and Min Yi said it's not in proportion to my height and body size and BLAH!

My housemate asked me to drink more milk...

So, I've decided, from today onwards, I'll be drinking at least 2 cups of milk.... see whether it works or not.

Other asked me to eat papaya, the green one, but I seriously don't think it works. Maybe not for me....

Just finish my milk 3 seconds ago before I started typing my "J"....

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Today during Bio class, Mrs Ong wants us to choose our own group...... The story goes on ~~~~
Newae, I don't know why, I didn't even sleep in class today.... not even for a second! yes!!!

Physics test is postponed to next Wednesday and I wanna go out tomorrow....

Anywhere......

I don't want to stay at home over the weekends...

Hikari planned to go climb Gunung Gasing on labour day...

Wonder how Gunung Gasing looks like.

Vino said Gunung Gasing looks like a gasing where we have to climb up then climb terbalikly then the gunung will turn and make u dizzy or something like that la.....

Nonsense...... ISH.....

BTW, FYI, the mid year exam is coming soon, not very soon la... but soon.... So, I should be studying from now on....

During break, we went to Subway for brunch.......

The breakfast set there is so damn cheap lor.... I mean worth it la.....

Got ham/tuna, egg, vege of your choice, cheese and sauce of your choice la....

Basically you can also add all the vege and sauce and creamer and sugar..... you can take as many as you want until your pocket burst...... because, it's only RM 5.90.....

Sat there and chit chat for a while..... the content of chatting shall not be revealed.

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Has been thinking a lot recently and I was thinking the same matter over and over again until today when I refill my distilled water, I didn't realise the water was full and the water just flow out and wet the floor I realised that when Don know who came to call me....
DAMN!

Mommy called me, she said she knows I have been hiding a lot of stuff from her.
Well, I was in her womb for 9 months, it's possible that she can read my mind..
She said she knew what is going on when she heard the conversation between me and sis...
She called me to tell me that If I don't fell like continuing it, I shall end it soon.
She said I'm still young and there's still plenty of stuff out there.

Sean told me what he saw on Tuesday and I wouldn't want to think about it until I talk to Hua Yen that day on MSN.

I focused on my studies and korean drama til I totally forgot about it....

I did something really bad twice and I felt very guilty after I had done it.

I should open one and close one of my eyes, not knowing what is going on around me and focus on my study, but my heart kept telling me to do it and I wonder, if I were caught doing it, what will be the consequences.

I suddenly thought about Othello, by William Shakespeare, a play I did last year with Bernard, Eng Tong, William, Soobrinah, Kavithaa and shamnee.

I am Emilia in the play...

Should I let it go or should I not,
should I forget what I've seen or hear,
should I not care about it too much ,
or should I just let it happen pretend not to know about it.

In conclusion, I will do it again and I don't care what you think about it, and I'll just pretend that nothing had happened.

Shit, I'm so damn good in lying, thanks to Hua Yen, she's my shifu....
Actually I'm not okay,
I put on a smiley face to hide my feelings,
but I can't hide it from w,
but recently I don't think w realised it,
Instead,J knew about it because I was quiet in class...
Not really quiet la.... but more quiet than usual,
I don't have the mood to hoop around in class and talk to anyone...
But still, I think I'm quite noisy in class la...
WTH am I talking here...
NVM

In conclusion, I don't feel like interacting with anyone now, til I sort out my feelings and settle everything. Although I knew that it is almost impossible to settle it, but I still want to give it a try, at least if I failed to, I won't feel disappointed.... cheh, I sounded like some female lead in the Korean drama...... ISH..... Yea, but this is true...

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Mommy said, find a guy who loves you more than you love him....
hmmmm......
wonder if I can meet anyone like this or not.....
basically now..... I got not comment....
But i'm rotting in subang ady...
stoning in my apartment 24/7

mommy said, find a guy who cares about you more than he cares about himself....
hmmmm.... not in my world..... I think la....

mommy is my personal love doctor, she would actually tell me what to do and what should I do when I met guys like this:

Ehem....

You saw your boyfriend holding another girls hand in some dunno where shopping mall, you went there with your bunch of friends, and 20 pairs of eyes saw it, and confirmed it's your bf, what will you do?

A:pretend nothing had happened, kept on hypnotising yourself, that it's just an illusion, that you were on some kind of medication while you are not.

B:walk towards him and give him a tight slap. ( fu yoh... damn embarrassing wer)

C:walk towards them and slap the girl with one hand 2 times. ( what a slut!)

D: walk away with your friends and cry the whole night to yourself and decided to forgive him and blame it on yourself.

E: call him on the spot and ask him where is he now, and expect him to call back next time.

F: walk towards them and smile at them, introduce yourself to the girl and kept on smiling...( telling yourself, this is a shopping mall, you can't cry, don't mempersiasuaykan diri..... gek gek....) and never pick up his phone calls and never listen to his explanation after that... o ya.... and never meet him again, although when you did, just turn your head somewhere else and pretend not knowing him....

You know what I chose....
An unexpected ans, or maybe an expected one.... I chose F.....
I can't tahan my BF or future husband cheating on me.
and those slut, BF/ husband snatcher, only think of themselves..... curse them betul2...
I'll straight away divorce/ break up w/ my husband/ BF without any hesitation.
Me yeng ler....
like this only got style ma.....(Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

elephant who invaded into shu jun's pink room

i am a random elephant.
things below are the things tt i hv done and observed in her room.
i came in bringing FOOD.(i know wat r u ppl thinking).yes,i cannot live without.As a matter of fact,who on earth can live without food.the difference is js.i eat slightly more. SLIGHTLY
i js finished watching the horro movie-coming soon.wif mao mao,shu jun and a stick a.k.a ing ching.fyi,mao mao is a dog tt can talk.shu jun said he/she/it is her soulmate.
well,i was so bored.coz her place nothing to eat.but then i called my mama to come at 8.so.i am rotting in this place.
i js realised tt indonesians can laugh very loud.as shu jun's hsemate is an indon.then her laughter,i can hear.then there were some random ching ching chong chong after her conversation on the phone.
she jun is applying some colours on her nails.OBVIOUSLY,IT IS PINK.well,i coloured mine too.creatively.
her roommate js came out from the bathroom.she washed her hair,and used a towel to wrap her hair.looks really like a singh.
the omg-damn-rich shu jun js suggested that maybe we can buy diamond to put on nails.she ki siao kia.
i AM very thirsty.eventhough i finished a whole bottle of water.argh.i wanna drink water.
well,i know,i am random.
*sniff*OMG,HER NAIL POLISH REMOVER SMELLS SO FRUITY.BUT THEN SHU JUN SAID DMAN EXPENSIVE.A BOTTLE IS LIKE 9 STH.hmmmm........but then damn fruitty.*sniff*
and and and.her hse got a lot of hair.summo when u enter the toilet,u will see many MANY BRAS ON THE FLOOR.like bras are decoration items in her hse.weird.
i think they all too lazy to clean the floor.so they decided to use bras as floor mat.
whoa.shu jun needs kisses.her bedsheet,full of kisses.xoxo
i wonder if SOME MAN can satisfy her.
ok.i need to colour my nails edi.i mean double coating.
tata.
ps.i am damn skinny.her room is very spacious for a skinny hawt chic like me.
pps.we coloured our nails,so we are like two mad woman.keep on flapping our fingers.

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Shu Jun's comment:
ps: those bras are not mine... obviously mine are smaller.
pps: I just saw a very beautiful girl staring at me writing this blog.
ppps: she's damn skinny and hawt...
pppps: I'm very good at lying....
ppppps: I think my nails are growing flatter and flatter because I buffer them every day...
pppppps: I realised that I got nothing more to comment... bye...

Who's the LEADER!

Went to college today, bringing my porridge to college because Shawn's sick......

Had math DI today and we were in our groups and we were suppose to discuss about the questions.

But.......

Mr Chong: ok, sit in your group now, we are going to start soon.
*distributing the paper to the LEADER*

everyone got their paper except for our group and I don't know why.

Mr Chong: ok, you can start now.

*whole class is quiet*

She started doing the paper after giving it a quick look.....

Nasreen, Yoshua and I ------------ blur......

Never mind..... we should listen to our LEADER!

She made no sound......

*we started to read on our own*

She started doing..... *pressing graphics calculator already*

We are still reading........

Nasreen: hey, we are suppose to do different case right?

she: huh? *looked up for a while, continue pressing GC again*

Nasreen: okay, who's doing case A?

*she said she's doing wor......*

Then I said I wanna do case C la.......

*everyone's pressing calculator & few groups are discussing, I can hear Min Yi, GT, IC & mei yi*

Our group--- Quiet..... everyone is like doing their own stuff...
(okay, I admit, I shouldn't sleep before Math, but I was too tired...... So, I don't have the mood to talk)

After a while..... Nasreen and I started to discuss a little while Yoshua sat there and press his GC---- relaxing xia.......

Half way thinking.......

she: F*** you la....
Me: *looked up* qiiiii....... Stop saying that.... *sounded annoyed*

yoshua.... still pressing his GC.....

SHE: eh, Nasreen, teach yoshua, I haven't finish mine....

Me: *felt like scolding her* but swallow my words back..... because teamwork also got marks.... and this is our so-called teamwork....

Nasreen: *no choice, teaching him*

*she's still happily doing her work and continue sighing*

Me: hey, this one how to do a... *pointing at her paper*

she: use GC.....
*continue doing her work*

*Nasreen came to teach me*

After getting out graph....

She: eh, see yours a *taking everyone's GC to check as if she scared later we did wrongly*

*erasing her paper while she swept the rubber dust to my paper......( I was sitting opposite her)*

Annoyed... but what to do.... she's our GROUP LEADER!

After 50 mins......

Mr Chong: ok class, times up, I have to collect the paper back...

*collecting*

SHE: *walked behind, to the other groups* eh, you know a... my group members SUCKS!!!! all don't know how to do math 1.......

WTH.....

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Fine! okay, since you think you are so great, why you still ask us the highest/ lowest displacement....

Why would you still want to say foul words while doing math, since you are so confidence with your math....

Mr Chong choose the people with good results in class to be the LEADER and what's the purpose for doing this?

He chose you to be a LEADER, so you can teach the weaker students right?

Tak kan the computer randomly choose people to be the LEADER..... If not I'll be one also wer....

you are the LEADER and you have the responsibility to teach us if we don not know how to do....

see now...... the table, yoshua's column is still empty and his paper is so damn empty

and we have to do his part individually tomorrow la..... like it now?

ISH...... he has not even feel in the table yet you know....

All you care is about yourself......

when I first saw you, I thought that you got the leadership quality but in the end you let me down....

I thought people who plays sports will have at least know a little of leadership quality..... but you proved it wrong.....

who's the LEADER now........

O.o

Did something inappropriate in college today.....O.o .............opps!

Kena saw by someone......

well, today is not really my lucky day, thanks for brightening up my day darling......

although it's just a few minutes of meeting, I can totally forget what had happened in class today....

Today Mr Chong put us into groups and I was damn SUEY.......

The fantastic 5 were laughing at me.......

No Choice lor..... for 2 days only ma.......

During ESL class, I wanna go kacau Sean, so I went to sit beside him and Tupit Vino went to push my head to him..... & he said my hair looks like a wig sumore..... ish...........

Came back with IC and will be meeting up with my uncle for dinner later at night.....

Will be going to dunno where to have dim sum tomorrow morning and Min Yi is coming over my place to wait for Hikari.....

BTW, I was too boring during math class so I made fun of some1 ( who-shall-not-be-named)
clue: minus 1 mark ( quite obvious actually)
& I called him粉色系忧郁型花美男
Reason: I called him this because he's forever wearing either pink, blue, indigo....... very light colour la......
+ he has got those really 忧郁 look.... he always do all those really weird eye contact with us....
+ I think if he was born in our generation, he'll be quite good looking as he looks like the guy in boys over flower( korean version) the one with yellow hair..............
+ so, IC & MY said he's very geng as he sot me...... WTH.......

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>.<

Was forced to lock my blog temporarily due to some personal reasons..... er hem...... G2 should know la...... er hem......

The Man in Pink!

Went to church with IC, christy, jocelyn, kellyn&fren, n yoshua.....

Learnt something new and I realised that I have to learn to forgive......


over concerning... as in really over, which she thinks she's really great, & give FREE tuition
This is what he said to me when she wanna give tuition at her house.....
x: eh, SJ, You wanna come to my house for math tuition or not?
SJ: don wan.....( I'm lazy+ scared of her)
x: huh?! * gives me the stunt look* then how, your math very 'lan' ler.....
SJ: um..... *annoyed* no need la!
x: you sure or not
then she kept on repeating: eh, you can or not.... don't come and cry to beg me to teach you math next time when u get low marks a....
ps: I got more than 65 for math....... & the way she says it sounded like I fail my math.

there's another 1
I kepo and join the LAN class, after that got chemistry extra class..... I can't go because I got something else to do....
x: sj, going for chem class or not?
sj: no wor!
x: huh?! * gives me the same look again* you sure or not?
your chem not very good you know! ( said it damn loud sumore)
sj:( what has it to do with you?) *gives the the most annoying dunno sign*
x: sigh..... you a...... ( looks very disappointed)
..................the I forgot what she said to me already la...... I got a really bad memory.......


there's another story where I went to D1's house to wait for hikari to get his car. So, I went with Sean, D1 & D2. Then don't know why, she came..... The moment she came in, he asked me for the card that we were suppose to do for Mrs Ong. Then I sudd recalled and I told her that we not yet do.... Then she scold me in chinese ( FYI, only I can understand la..... cuz D1,D2 & sean don't know chinese ma)

So, this is what she said: 你们hor，很没有称意的啦！叫你们卡你们没做，我很忙的所以没有做。
Fine! I know that you are very busy with your sky adventure and don't know what assignment. So, you think that you are the only one that has got stuff to do la.....

you think you are the only one that is so busy la....

you think teacher gives assignments to only you la.....

We got out own stuff to do okay! you last minute only tell us and you expect us to make the card from test pad a.....

If you are so great, just do it yourself la..... If not just buy 1!

It's not that we don't want to do for her, do you know what's called ' it's the heart that matters most' we already sacrifice our time to visit Mrs Ong and you still say 啊呀，你们没有心的啦，有心的话，早就去看了咯!

I was damn pissed when you said this.....

so, now you think your time is very precious la.......

another story...
That day when we wanted to find a place where we can do our LAN project and the only place with wireless service and is not very expensive and with air-con is McD lor.....

Then x suggested starbucks & subway....

I don't know why, x always complains that he doesn't have enough pocket money, yet she still go to this expensive places everyday! If you wanna act high class and act that you are rich, then don't complain to us that you don't have enough money la.....

Then we finally decided we want to go McD, she became very angry, she said she's going back to her house and mumbling some stuff la.... I heard it but I forgot what she said already.....

Before that, Hikari said wanna go eat pan mee at ss19 ma....

I told him I have to go back after 1 hour after doing the LAN project....

The x asked me y..... so I ans her lor...... We were in the middle of Taylors and she shouted very loud you know.... 啊！ 你的男人酱麻烦的，撇掉他啦
then I ans her back:你厉害你自己撇啦!

I was controlling my temper that time, I shouted at her, but I only used like 30% of my voice only....

I don't wanna get angry in front of my friends..... it's very scary......

So, she went home....

The other morning, when I reached college, I was damn excited because DA is coming and I went into the class and said我的爱人要来了
then immediately she ans me this: 那个没有用的男人啊？

Okay! because I cried in class before cuz of him, doesn't mean that ISH.... dunno what to say....And I don like you to insult any1 that I know and love in this world..... Do you know that I think that you thought you are very mature.... can't deny that you have a mature thinking and VERY CONSIDERATE..... yea... you are TOO!

I don't like you to talk about the one I love anymore..... not even joyce..... I love her more than I love you okay! BTW, FYI I bet everyone in the class appreciates the card she made for kellyn! unlike you!

when the JPA hospital attachment people didn't come to school for a week, you thought that I can't survive without them, I'm not like you, I mix well with anyone in class, my topic is not as narrow as yours....(???) you only concern about your results and animals and people you hate.... The frist thing you saw people's laptop, you asked them... eh! how much is your graphic card a..... then I ans I don't know.....

You were like, how come you don't know...... * checking my graphic card* wa! graphic card so high a... can play games ler
ps: she meant DOTA and all the guy's game la..... not supermario or the sims or barbie adventure...haha@.@

eh! you use viao to play games a..... keypad crack then only you know..... Since you are a man( v ganas)

X loves to smack people on their back.... she doesn't even know that it hurts..... And the way she wakes me up in class during that miserable 1 week annoyed me......

only one word to describe him------GANAS

She's very arrogant also la........

ps: you might find that I mixed up the he and she, because I don't know
whether he's a she or she's a he....

edited this post due to some reasons............ ISH MR. Chong.....
we are in the same group
as what mei yi said.... what goes around comes around
ISH.....

Random......

Peggy and Sharanya..... Peggy looks like she's drinking liquor......

Christy and I at Pizza Hut.....

P&SJ 's creation.... mushroom soup+ cheese powder+ pepper+chili sauce.......

CHeese.....

This wormy thingy is actually chili sauce and cheese powder.....

When to Snowflake with Hua Yen, Kellyn & Vidhya..... They actually give us this so-called beeping UFO.... It'll vibrate when the food is ready la..... So, we were like jakun..... haha....

Hua Yen after a make over!!!

The condition of our unit 12-09 before Monday.... I know we are dirty... but what to do..... lazy ma.....

My cousin's teddy, cute one though......

YEah!!!! My own creation!!!!

Love!

Was wondering how Mr Chong flirt with girls......

our love is like the differentiation of a star......

hahaha......

BTW, I love you more and more as each day passes..... ( not Mr Chong a.....)

I've learned to love you the way that I never did last time....... Thanks to.... Shinta....the love doctor....* clap hands*

Went to school this morning and the first thing we discuss is about david archuleta coming to Malaysis... and I suppose his plane has arrived...... but I can't go and see him..... he's having a showcase at sunway lagoon....

Good la.... stupid sunway.... use this oppurtunity to make money......

NVM.... don't feel like going to see him also as I told my friend, it's like seeing the one you love standing so near from you, yet so far..... you can't have him.... as if your heart is having constipation..... haha

2nd reason which I don't wanna go is because I don't like crowds..... People scares me......

3rd reasaon.... I wanna study, exam is coming soon and I don't wanna let my parents down again.....

4th reason..... I need to finish my assignments.....

.........

But I still feel like going la..... who wanna sponser me...... ayaya... just joking la.....

newae, just finish drawing my cells, gonna sleep now.....

Tired..... Yawn~ ciao

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Didn't get to sleep well recently..... because I chat too much with my roommate.... yawn~

Sleepy.... gonna go to pasar malam with hikari, daniel, christy.......wonder whether jocelyn is going or not.....

I made a deal with Sean, not to talk about our bf/ex for the whole week.... If not we'll be sitting with *ehem*

Gotta study for chemistry exam & finish all the assignments......

I love him.......

FOOD!!!!!

\Went out with my cousin today to Sunway Pyramid.... Had Sakae Sushi for lunch.... Damn cheap.... Had this dunno what sushi and found some really cute prawns on it......

McD sundae ice cream..... The ice cream that never melts......

The ingredients....

1. x packet of blueberry jam
2. x packet of sugar
3. x packet of creamer
4. a pinch of salt
5. a pinch of pepper

method:

Add all the ingredients and stir well.... ( high speed..... manually) until it's smooth........

Almost the whole class tasted my own creation of "ice cream" except:

• Sean
• GT
• Mei yi
• D1 & D2
• Hikari
• Shamme
• Hua yen

.....

Thank you Vino for having the spoonful of ice cream......... I know it's sweet........ * clap hands*

IT's quite nice okay.......

Regret!

I want you to make the effort,
I want to be sought after, irresistibly
I want to occupy your mind, as you do mine
I want you to love me more than I love you.

Found this somewhere..... & how I wish I can let him know about it, about what I'm thinking now...

He turn his back to me and left me standing there alone waiting for his answer after asking him ques.

What had happenned to this relationship?

On my own,
pretending he's beside me,
All alone I walk with him til morning
without him, I feel his arms around me.
and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.
( When I'm alone, I'll always pretend that he's just beside me, I always want him to be beside me, teaching me math, lend me a shoulder to lie on when I'm feeling tired, I always pretend that he's hugging me tightly, so tight that I can even feel and hear his heartbeat)

In the rain the pavement shines like silver,
all the lights are misty in the river,
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
( after the rain, everything seems so nice, but all I see is only him)

And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him,
And although I know that he's blind,
still I say, there's a way for us.
( I knew that I'm only keeping all this thoughts to myself, it's only a dream but not a reality. However, I still have a little hope.)

I love him but when the night is over,
he's gone, the river is just a river,
without him the world around me changes,
the trees are bared and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.
( He only show he's love to me when we are alone, he never do that in front of his friends, I felt hurt every time he does this to me. Like I'm transparent, every time, when we were walking out for lunch, he'll surely walk in front of me- faster than me. So that his other friends won't see. I'm used to it already, but I still feel uneasy)

I love him but everyday I'm learning,
All my life I have only been pretending,
without me his world will go on turning,
the world is full of happiness that I have never known....

I love him but only on my own.....

Last time, when our choir is singing this song, I can still remember Pn Doreen asked us to imagine the guy you like standing in front of you and you want to tell that guy how much you love him but you couldn't due to some reasons la....

I always imagine the guy that I used to like when I was in F1,2 and 3.... yea... it's the same guy....
and sometimes when I was really into the song, I feel heartache and tears bursting out( but I'll control it wer)


T.T

Random!

I brought my toy car to school today.....
Macho car.....

peep peep......

leng zai.... look over here....

Yummy!!!!

Sean's key chain... Mr Ryu-uk and Mrs Ryu-uk.... I did that during Math class.... Damn ugly wer...

今天永亲来我家玩，顺便做功课。我煮了很好喝的汤，永亲讲她没有料到我会煮汤，而且味道还不错呢！她以为会淡而无味。


Ing Ching posing with the soup....

The big bowl is mine and the small 1 is hers.... muahaha.... and my hot dog....

ISH.... fine fine.... thought that I can write in Chinese, cuz long time nv write Chinese essay already, turns out it looks like a little.... um..... primary school 造句.

My soup...... first time cooking it using rice cooker....

Never mind..... newae, IC said that my soup is tasty and she didn't expect me to know how to cook and iron my clothes.... I told her to tell the class tomorrow..... show off la.... obviously.....

friends.....!!!!