Phew!

Nearly got knocked down by a car today, I can still remember it's a black matrix car, drive damn fast wer... like 120km/h...

crazy fella....

Luckily got one guy who was crossing the road also pulled me back... If not I think I'll be ending up in SJMC now.... *touch wood touch wood*

Newae, after I came back and chat with my housemate for a while, I clean my wardrobe and room and my bed and my so-called store room( to store food only).

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Hua Yen and ppl said my boobs damn small and Min Yi said it's not in proportion to my height and body size and BLAH!

My housemate asked me to drink more milk...

So, I've decided, from today onwards, I'll be drinking at least 2 cups of milk.... see whether it works or not.

Other asked me to eat papaya, the green one, but I seriously don't think it works. Maybe not for me....

Just finish my milk 3 seconds ago before I started typing my "J"....

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Today during Bio class, Mrs Ong wants us to choose our own group...... The story goes on ~~~~
Newae, I don't know why, I didn't even sleep in class today.... not even for a second! yes!!!

Physics test is postponed to next Wednesday and I wanna go out tomorrow....

Anywhere......

I don't want to stay at home over the weekends...

Hikari planned to go climb Gunung Gasing on labour day...

Wonder how Gunung Gasing looks like.

Vino said Gunung Gasing looks like a gasing where we have to climb up then climb terbalikly then the gunung will turn and make u dizzy or something like that la.....

Nonsense...... ISH.....

BTW, FYI, the mid year exam is coming soon, not very soon la... but soon.... So, I should be studying from now on....

During break, we went to Subway for brunch.......

The breakfast set there is so damn cheap lor.... I mean worth it la.....

Got ham/tuna, egg, vege of your choice, cheese and sauce of your choice la....

Basically you can also add all the vege and sauce and creamer and sugar..... you can take as many as you want until your pocket burst...... because, it's only RM 5.90.....

Sat there and chit chat for a while..... the content of chatting shall not be revealed.

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Has been thinking a lot recently and I was thinking the same matter over and over again until today when I refill my distilled water, I didn't realise the water was full and the water just flow out and wet the floor I realised that when Don know who came to call me....
DAMN!

Mommy called me, she said she knows I have been hiding a lot of stuff from her.
Well, I was in her womb for 9 months, it's possible that she can read my mind..
She said she knew what is going on when she heard the conversation between me and sis...
She called me to tell me that If I don't fell like continuing it, I shall end it soon.
She said I'm still young and there's still plenty of stuff out there.

Sean told me what he saw on Tuesday and I wouldn't want to think about it until I talk to Hua Yen that day on MSN.

I focused on my studies and korean drama til I totally forgot about it....

I did something really bad twice and I felt very guilty after I had done it.

I should open one and close one of my eyes, not knowing what is going on around me and focus on my study, but my heart kept telling me to do it and I wonder, if I were caught doing it, what will be the consequences.

I suddenly thought about Othello, by William Shakespeare, a play I did last year with Bernard, Eng Tong, William, Soobrinah, Kavithaa and shamnee.

I am Emilia in the play...

Should I let it go or should I not,
should I forget what I've seen or hear,
should I not care about it too much ,
or should I just let it happen pretend not to know about it.

In conclusion, I will do it again and I don't care what you think about it, and I'll just pretend that nothing had happened.

Shit, I'm so damn good in lying, thanks to Hua Yen, she's my shifu....
Actually I'm not okay,
I put on a smiley face to hide my feelings,
but I can't hide it from w,
but recently I don't think w realised it,
Instead,J knew about it because I was quiet in class...
Not really quiet la.... but more quiet than usual,
I don't have the mood to hoop around in class and talk to anyone...
But still, I think I'm quite noisy in class la...
WTH am I talking here...
NVM

In conclusion, I don't feel like interacting with anyone now, til I sort out my feelings and settle everything. Although I knew that it is almost impossible to settle it, but I still want to give it a try, at least if I failed to, I won't feel disappointed.... cheh, I sounded like some female lead in the Korean drama...... ISH..... Yea, but this is true...

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Mommy said, find a guy who loves you more than you love him....
hmmmm......
wonder if I can meet anyone like this or not.....
basically now..... I got not comment....
But i'm rotting in subang ady...
stoning in my apartment 24/7

mommy said, find a guy who cares about you more than he cares about himself....
hmmmm.... not in my world..... I think la....

mommy is my personal love doctor, she would actually tell me what to do and what should I do when I met guys like this:

Ehem....

You saw your boyfriend holding another girls hand in some dunno where shopping mall, you went there with your bunch of friends, and 20 pairs of eyes saw it, and confirmed it's your bf, what will you do?

A:pretend nothing had happened, kept on hypnotising yourself, that it's just an illusion, that you were on some kind of medication while you are not.

B:walk towards him and give him a tight slap. ( fu yoh... damn embarrassing wer)

C:walk towards them and slap the girl with one hand 2 times. ( what a slut!)

D: walk away with your friends and cry the whole night to yourself and decided to forgive him and blame it on yourself.

E: call him on the spot and ask him where is he now, and expect him to call back next time.

F: walk towards them and smile at them, introduce yourself to the girl and kept on smiling...( telling yourself, this is a shopping mall, you can't cry, don't mempersiasuaykan diri..... gek gek....) and never pick up his phone calls and never listen to his explanation after that... o ya.... and never meet him again, although when you did, just turn your head somewhere else and pretend not knowing him....

You know what I chose....
An unexpected ans, or maybe an expected one.... I chose F.....
I can't tahan my BF or future husband cheating on me.
and those slut, BF/ husband snatcher, only think of themselves..... curse them betul2...
I'll straight away divorce/ break up w/ my husband/ BF without any hesitation.
Me yeng ler....
like this only got style ma.....(Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)