hello.... hotel california.... may I help u?

realized my dad loves to say this whenever he answers the phone..... I know it's weird....

but it's damn funny.....

newae, bought a canon digital camera today....

Holiday is boring....

went shopping at tebrau city and bought 2 shirts from roxy and 1 nike shoe.... damn nice

cuz it's black and pink.....

BTW, my cam is also pink.... hehe....

had a hair cut today.....

sigh...... newae, blah......

Woman in love

Life is a moment in space
When the dream is gone
Its a lonelier place
I kiss the morning goodbye
But down inside you know
We never know why
The road is narrow and long
When eyes meet eyes
And the feeling is strong
I turn away from the wall
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all...
Chorus:
I am a woman in love
And I do anything
To get you into my world
And hold you within
Its a right I defend
Over and over again
What do I do?
With you eternally mine
In love there is
No measure of time
We planned it all at the start
That you and i
Would live in each others hearts
We may be oceans away
You feel my love
I hear what you say
No truth is ever a lie
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all
Repeat chorus
I am a woman in love
And Im talking to you
Do you know how it feels?
What a woman can do
Its a right
That I defend over and over again......

I got a new name!

Came back yesterday, reached JB about 730+pm, Shawn came over to my place at 1230 and I haven't change yet... then we went back to my apartment then I changed and asked Alex to get ready....

We left at about 1pm and we got onto a bus.....

and that tupit bus..... went to pusing pusing to don't know where and we pusing for about 1hr30mins and the bus back to JB is at 3pm....

Shawn is like damn relax... sleeping......

Alex thought that we are reaching soon..... soon..... soon...... so he didnt bother....

Me.... ISH..... damn scared... what if we miss the bus..... die la....
I messaged Hikari ask him whether I can reach pudu in less than 30 mins or not...
he said can if there is no jam.... (hikari 2009)

Phew.... we reached on time......

on the way back...
damn hungry....
playing around....
sleeping......
kacau-ing each other.....
alex sat alone, he was smsing is gf.......

We were asking our dad why he named us lee shu......
yea... the whole lee family.... first two name is lee shu....
I was asking why didn't he wanna call me lee shu shu/ susu
then I can have an english name.... Coco...
full name will be Coco Lee Shu Shu.... like chocolate milk.....hot chocolate.....

Went to plaza pelangi to pick sis up and I suddenly realised everyone bacame so short when I saw sis walking in with LB and sze ling..... maybe sis has grew taller....

sze ling was so happy when she saw me.... hugs.......

so far... I only saw her and LB.....

I'm a woman in love lalalalalalala~~~ this song damn nice....

daddy's friend downloaded more than 1000 songs into his mp4... geez..... he got himself a sony mp4.... geez.....

he ajak me to baskin robbins just now...... then sambil makan ice cream sambil kena lecture.....

but I don't wanna go because I'm too tired.....

Don't feel like driving.....

sis went to SG to attend the what function by st Nicholas convent- our sister school.....
came back at 12+am......

shit..... damn hungry..........
chao......wanna eat ady.....

ps: I was singing " you are my everything" when I was in that tupit bus...

Jessica Alba is in Malaysia!

Can't believe that Jessica Alba is reading my blog!!!

Why my egg yolk always explode inside the microwave..... sigh......

Jessica Alba is in Malaysia!

Can't believe that Jessica Alba is reading my blog!!!

Why my egg yolk always explode inside the microwave..... sigh......

carrefour!

carrefour..... hum.... how to pronouce it correctly....

I usually call it Car-fool

other version:
kari-four
car-four
care-four

aya...... a lot la.....

Still remember when I first did my flagday and we went to ask this uncle bus driver...

us: uncle, got go CS or not?
uncle: no wor...
us: city square ler...
uncle: ya ya.... come up!!

kena gek-ed...

newae, went to carrefour with Shinta & Ailie..
wanted to go teochew porridge opposite but it's not open yet so we had KFC for breakfast lor...
then we saw this indian mango.... a bit round...hum..
Ailie was like why indian mango, it still looks the same...
me: aya, tak kan you want indian mango to be black in colour ma... (vino, no offence)

okie, went in the morning and didn't expect so many aunties to wake up so early....

triple B

BBB said my singing very geng

weather damn hot recently....

should have a 'call for rain' concert....

I'll be the one singing...

Hua yen, u should sing too.....

Was singing that day and it rained.....

should sing more....

lala~~ lala~~~ lalala~~~~

what song shall I sing....

Shinta asked me to make the operatic voice..... hum... was wondering whether I can still sing that way or not....

heh

Wanna watch angles and demons next thursday....

exam's next week.....

damn tired....

su yi jie jie called me today...... damn sweet.....

I miss mummy....

yeah!!! going back next friday.....

The secret of life is the law of attraction.....

the more you resists the more it persists..... this explains what had happened to me....

hum... so, from now onwards, I shall be NICE to everyone....

hua yen and ing ching said that my stuff got my room punya smell..... nice scent....

but sometimes the whole room will smell like milo..... when one of us drinks milo la.....

I think it's because of my Garnier lotion or my passion fruit body butter.... or my whatever that smells nice la.... ish...... perasan ing.....

kk chao.... gotta slp now.... yawn~~

Happy birthday 'we know'

Happy birthday vino!!!!

hehe.... same age as me already.....

sama sama old la....

received an email from peggy today, was wondering why she doesn't wanna chat using chatbox....

hehe... finally I know why.....

Ailie and Shinta went downstairs to buy food but only Ailie came back with food......

I'm hungry... but not really hungry....

today, the birthday boy got bullied... not really bullied la.... we just throw rotten eggs at him.... damn fun wer... like throwing rotten eggs at VINO.... but right, the people behind bullied me today.... hehe.... nevermind.... my nose will be like very sharp..... later become michael jackson...

Jessica Alba sleeps in the library today..... actually I slept for a while also la... asked IC to wake me up but in the end she fell asleep also.....

had been very playful in class these few days.....

should cut down on that... I'll try to.... hehe >.<

waste of time....

I love grape without skin.... so, I spent like more than 15 mins at the kitchen to peel off the grape skin.... 20 grapes.....

having FRUITS for lunch..... as you know, the fridge is full of FURITS now....

Guess that I won't be having any difficulties in.....ehem.... I'm having lunch now.... so.... hehe >.<

can't wait to go back to JB......

will be going back to Convent to take my stuff.....

Roommate's bro is deciding whether to transfer to EC after PMR....

Miss my piano...... gonna bring up my mazurkas and some other scores.... then can go to dunno whose house to play.....

or I can use PL's organ..... aya.... piano organ sama sama la....

finished HAE ady.... yeah!!!!

I realised my mom already bought me a lot of ginseng powder pill....

she made it into pill form cause I don like d one mixed with water.... damn gross.....

I'm already 18..... yeah!!! someone is turning 19 soon..... damn old wer.....

haha...... mojo jojo......=.=

I love passion fruit......... mama bought me 2 passion fruits... damn nice..... it can go well with anything.....

I want ice cream.....

BTW, I did some research.....
All shit smells the same...... haha WTH..... LOL!!

yay!!

Mummy came today....

brought lots and lots and lots of fruits for me and now the whole fridge is stuffed with fruits...

Hua Yen,
My card damn nice..... It's better than the one in MPH....

Min yi,
you sounded sad... But I'm sorry I was not there...

Congratulation Mei Yi....

burp~~ ate a lot today...

the adults stuffed us with food as if like we don't have food here.

Had lunch at Overseas restaurant, dinner at Dragon something something at Sunway Pyramid.

damn full.....

as you people know, whenever I go out, I sure will buy something....

and today, I bought a SNOW BUTTER.....

got nothing to buy also.... just wanna spend time with my mee mee....

Ish... should be doing HAE now....

nvm, I will do it slowly like e hem..... hua yen's bak kut teh......

Exhausted!

Yeah!! mummy might be coming tomorrow....

can't wait to see her....

I miss her hugging....

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As usual, I'm exhausted....

exam's coming really really soon....

whenever I'm tensed up, there's always a person I can turn to other than my parents....

This person always appear to be by my side when I needed someone to hug....

Everytime I feel stressed up, I'll definitely message this someone....

It gives me strength when I'm talking to this someone....

A very special person....

U are the first one I will turn to whenever I'm facing problems.....

The love you gave me is unconditional....

I love you sooooo...... much.....

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ps: I love my friends too..... hehe....
pps: thanks for hugging me that day.... I really needed it.....
ppps: Had a group discussion with my friends today and I've made up my mind to confront him.
pppps: I really wish I could turn back time.
ppppps: I really wish I can undo the things that I've done.
pppppps: I'm actually still deciding on something.
ppppppps: Finding someone to mend my broken heart.
pppppppps: If you see me and I didn't say hi to you, I'm sorry because I'm emo recently maybe I'm thinking of something at that particular time when you met me.

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Thank you LIJI...
Thank you Mei yi....
Thank you Ing Ching....
Thank you Guan Tat....
Thank you Min yi....
Thank you Vino....

Thank you everyone for cheering me up.....

opps.... Thank you Hua Yen & Vidhya....

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I sensed something bad....

I smell something fishy...

I wanna know the truth....

anyhow I can predict that another storm is coming anytime....

It's like history is repeating itself....

the different thing is, I'm more mature than who I was back in 2007....

I will sort things out in a more mature way....

I'll not shed any tears this time.... although I knew that I will..... ( tupit me)

SOMETIMES IN LIFE..... (Hikari, 2009)

Why you don't wanna acknowledge me in front of your friend...

It is hurting....

It's not like we just met a few days ago...

I've known you for 3 years....

Aren't we official?

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In chinese this is call 缘分.
In BM, this is call takdir....
In english this is call karma....

LOL! Damn..... newae, I'm ok with him right now.....
We chatted in the cafeteria just now...
and I'm more than willing to work with him....
ISH...... maybe I'm not.....

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ps. I'm not okay!!!!

Untitled

I have to be strong....

I have to forget about what you did to me....

I have to stop being paranoid although I know I can't....

I have to stop thinking about everything other than exam.....
wash away the thoughts inside,
and keep my mind away from you,
no more lies and no more pride,
I thought that was all I have to do...
tears of hope run down my cheek,
tears for you will never dry,
they magnify the things within,
and let the outside slowly die.....

Bunny ah, holding on now doesn't mean you can hold on forever.

(Bernard, 2009)

Well, Thought I was doing something I always did a while ago but in fact I wasn't...

assignments and exams are driving me crazy....

I would like to take a break from everything....

like a summer vacation....

love is great, love is shit.....
love=shit
one day when you are shitting
and people ask you what are you doing,
answer them : awh~ I'm making love and give them the constipating look....=.=

mastered the thinking look from B.B.B. but still not as pro as what Hua Yen did...
however, the original one is always the best....

My holiday starts from tomorrow.... except for studying....

feel like eating something sweet now....
and I will always bear in mind that...

Shu
Jun, you still got market value. (Gajah Merah Jambu, 2009)

Imagine...... Hua Yen said that to me..... I damn happy....

yawn...... feeling very tired recently..... got no mood to joke and talk..
all I feel like doing now is SING.....
"tell me his name I want to know,
the way he looks and where you go,
I need to see his face I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.... ( the JG version)

i shall change to Lara Fabian's version....

Tell me her name I want to know,
the way she looks and where you go,
I need to see her face I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.....


I personally think that the Lara Fabian's version is better....
her powerful voice.....
and whenever I hear her sing,
I can actually feel it....
she makes everything sound so true....

"broken vow" this song is about betrayal and forgiveness.....

hum.... I wonder why Lara wanna forgive someone who betrayed her before... so tupit.....

vino's car installed a free and the newest version of radio....
It can basically sing any song you want the radio to sing.....
except for certain songs....
it can even sing 'the sound of silence'.... which vino requested
but the radio forgot the tune and lyrics....
and the big news is...
the radio is PORTABLE.....
it's ideal for picnic, any occasions, and you can even bring it inside your class and it won't be confiscated....
GET IT NOW FOR FREE!!!!
call 016-7002783 for more information......

=.= chao......

The Last Rose of Summer

Our love is like the last rose of summer,
beautiful yet lonely....
When winter comes,
and harsh wind blows,
the rose
will........ *catch a cold, then coma and then die*
and so does our love......

I was still believing in destiny, that somewhere, 2 person were actually meant to be.... until I met you, my dream became like bubble, pop.....

you tear my dream apart and you turn my dream to shame ( les miserable)

I don't know how to tell and don't know where to start

but I knew that I don't wanna be a hypocrite and hide all my feelings from you, it hurts....

Have I told you before, I don't feel comfortable with you around girls....

You didn't give me enough sense of security,

now it's like history repeating itself.....

and I don't want it to happen again....

every time I tried to talk to you,

you turn away from me....

after that we both pretend nothing had happened....

I'm not tired yet, because every time I looked at your pic, it gives me strength to go on and continue.....

the thing I want in a relationship is
to be loved
to be pampered
to have the sense of security
and the list goes on..............
................
...............
..........
.......
....
...
..
.
( women can never have enough)

Josh Groban- Si Volvieras A Mi

Como sobrevivir?
Como calmar mi sed?
Como Seguir Sin ti?
Como Saltar sin red?

Con ese adios tan salvaje y cruel
me deshojaste la piel
la eternidad en final se quedo
y un desierto es
mi corazon

ay si volvieras a mi
encenderia el sol mil premaveras
Si regresaras por mi
seria un milagro cada beso que me dieras
pero hoy te vas
y no hay vuelta atras

Que habra despues de ti?
Mas que estas lagrimas
Si hasta la lluvia en el jardin
toca musica sin fin
sombria y tragica

hoy de rodillas le pido adios
que por el bien de los dos
algo en tu pecho se quiebre al oir
a este loco que se muere de amor

ay si volvieras a mi
Encenderia el sol mil primaveras
Si regresaras por mi
seria un milagro cada besco que me
dieras
pero hoy te vas
y no hay vuelta atras

Y desataste un huracan
Fuego y furia de un volcan
que no se apagur
conto olvido que fui
Esclavo de ti
ya no puedo mas

Ay si volbieras a mi vida, si volvieras

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how to survive without you,
how to becalm my thrist,
how to xx without xx,
how to jump without a net...

why you would have to meave me so cruely
xx
xx
my heart...

xx
xx
xx
xx
xx


Shit, I forgot the meaning... ish

NVM..... some don't know what alarm rang just now just outside my unit.
damn scary wer....
It's like if got fire or something but U can't see it...
& you will be burnt inside...

NOOOO~~~~ that's why, I don't like tall buildings....
It's like.... um... it gives you another alternative way to commit suicide....
ish....

In love with 'because we believe' by david foster & andrea brocelli

awwww~~~ I'm hungry again....

mama call me just now and she told me she's watching boys over flower....

Luckily I finish watching already... if not she'll sure laugh at me one....

I asked her who she thinks is more handsome....

she said everyone looks like girl to her... and If I were at her age, I will find them ok ok only....

She only has eyes on my papa......

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Sis told me after she chose yi li tan for the choir main team, a form 4 girl who was initially in the main team got kicked out and became the reserve wants to quit and she went to see Pn Doreen...

ISH.... JUniors....

That's why I don't really like juniors....

they like cannot tahan kena bullied by the seniors wer....

last time when we were having house marching practise, we stand under the sun for very long okay, and we kena punished by the fat one a lot of times already ( I only mention the fat one because we don't really like her). We didnt even complain to our parents, even if we did, we just mumble among the marching team only, unlike the juniors, complain to their parents and say they don't have time to study and the seniors bullied them and blah blah...... ish... bullshit...

Now got problem with the choir junior also... ish..... Loves to complain so much, you still got one year left and this is yi li tan's last year you know....

And ever since you got into the main team, you slack a...., no facial expression and you just remain where you are unlike yi li tan, she inproves a lot okay.....

National is on July, and I don't have holiday... sob sob.... see whether the others got go back or not.... follow them back.... hehe

Miss choir.....

my first time to alor setar for national.... 2004....
Same room with wei xi, precillia and Georgina.....
I'm the only junior in the room.....
got first runner up

Second time was in port dickson national..... 2006...
same room with sara, my sis and eva.....
We were in the fourth or fifth position..... erm... can't rmb

like stars across the sky,
we were born to shine.......

when you are performing, and you are feeling nervous,
just imagine the audiece are naked...... (convent choir.... don't know who said that before)

Bukit Gasing- the bukit that spins2

Checked my Email and found 2 whole page from facebook....

Out of the 120 pictures taken, more than half got my face inside (Hikari, 2009)

Just finish looking all the pictures from facebook and realized my leg damn fat..... & fair....

I seriously need to exercise more..... gaining weight wer.....

+ my butt damn big.....

Like carrot leg....

woke up this morning and was surprise that my muscle is not as pain as I expected it to be....

I'm not as fit as I was...... I don't like exercising, my parents have to force me to exercise every morning for the last nov and dec holiday.....

ISH.....

NVM..... but rit, after the climb, I realised that my skin is damn smooth.....

So I faster go back and exfoliate my body....

*scrub.... scrub.... scrub*

Then apply body butter..... using the butter knife....

damn smooth.....

Should go exercise more, to let the excrete all the toxic....

and now I'm 40% toxic FREE!!!

um... should go to the gym downstairs....

Haven't been there before....

solo por ti.......... hehe........... just being random.....

Wanna lose weight and daddy asked me not to eat fried food & HY also.... because now the weather damn hot....

Hikari: HY, can I have some ice.....
HY: No, I cannot handle ice 1, the ice will melt because I'm too hawt.....

hahaha.............

A time for us,
some day there'll be,
when chains are torn,
by courage born,
for a love that's free...
(Romeo and juliet- a time for us)

Bukit Gasing- the bukit that spins....

Hikari came to pick me up at 730am...

We met at Taylors...

Guan Tat
Mei Yi
Hikari
Peh Ge
Christy
Jocelyn
Li Ji
Hua Yen
Yoshua
Kellyn
& IIIII....

11 people from G2, 2 from Hikari's sec school, and another 2 from Hikari's um..... temple (peh ge, 2009). Altogether 15 people....

After we reached there, I faster go spray mosquito repellent because I wore shorts to show off my legs to the uncles.....

Newae, started climbing at 830+ am and the Gasing is damn steep wer.... not very la.... but I got no stamina ma....

So, Hua Yen's face turn dam pale..... like white A4 paper....
We stuffed her with food but surprisingly, she didn't open her mouth....
I stuffed banana inside her mouth but she didn't eat it, so I help her finish everything lor....

And after that Christy put the energy bar inside my pocket....

Me.... *climbing up to take banana from Kellyn*
While eating my banana...
GT: sj, where's the energy bar.... Don't tell me you finish already a...
me * ish...... do I look like I'll always finish eating everything*

Never mind..... continue climbing..... GT and MY were behind me always because I said I don't wanna be the last one.....

Then my fats kept vibrating..... Makes my leg damn itchy....
*scratch*

Hikari haven't send me the photo yet...

But rit, I didn't take my shower in the morning.... and I pin up all my hair....
back to old school days... when I look nerd....

After that we went to eat the most expensive porridge that I have ever had in my 18 yrs of life....

Not abalone porridge you know.....

it's normal porridge..... seafood porridge.....
with lots and lots of seafood inside

got 10 prawns
got lalalalala
got fish
got frog.... um.... tim kai....

and it costs us RM 71!!!!

but it's quite worth it la....

71 divide by 5 people......

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Newae, half way on the hill, met 2 damn macho guys... damn tall.... damn fit...... they said HELLO TO ME..... hahahahahha

actually when you meet people there, I realized, they will usually say hi to everyone....
cheh.....

Damn tired wer.....

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Went to Hua Yen's house after that, gossip and chit chat..... wash our face and kacau people....

ate leng chi kang......

not bad... not bad....

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will upload the pic once I got the pictures......