Love Potion!

Ow.... I'm addicted to you my love.....

I can't live without you....

I fell in love with you the first time I saw you in JB.....

I'm licking u now....

you taste so good to me....

you are my everything....

I'll sacrifice everything to get u except my $$$...

because without $$$, I can't have you.....

o.... my love potion....

yeah!!! today baskin robbins got 31% off!!

Broken Vow

Tell me her name I want to know,
The way she looks & where you go,
I need to see her face, I need to understand,
Why you and I came to an end.

Tell me again I want to hear,
Who broke my faith and all this years,
Who lays with you at night while I was all alone,
Remembering when I was your own.

I let you go,
I let you fly,
why do I keep on asking why,
I let you go, now that you are gone.
a way to keep somehow,
More than a broken vow....

Tell me the words you have never said,
Show me the tears you have never shed,
give me the touch that you promised to be mine,
or has it varnished for all time.....

Lunch!

Went to sunway pyramind with pooi ling and pik ching today to watch confessions of a shopaholic. It was funny. damn nice...... wanna watch it again...* hinting some1* ehem ehem....

anyway, didn't have lunch there because we have to rush back to do our ESL draft...

Went to MNG to look around..... and bought a dress from there and it costs me about $159.... but worth it.... it's an investment...... ( sounds familiar rit)

Cook my own lunch+ dinner using microwave....

It's chicken, egg, broccoli, and mi sedaap.....

I marinated the chicken myself and it tastes a bit like bbq chicken.....

Earth hour!

Today is earth hour! My apartment was suppose to off the lights at 830, I mean the whole building.... all the lights will automatically shut off... whether you like it or not, your lights will still be off, but since we are Malaysians and this is Malaysia, I don't know what happened to it. I came back to e-tiara with my cousins after dinner and we saw a notice there saying that the whole building blah blah.... bullshit....

This is Malaysia..... I'm proud to be a Malaysian...... But right, I don't really think I see anyone off their lights, but I off my lights because I was not at home...... haha.... just came back.

Went to 7-11 agian, and that lady in pain is still working in there. I wonder why 7-11 hire her. U know what, my cousin bought a $2 ice-cream and she thought he was buying to then she buat pandai and went to scan the price 2 times. Then my cousin was like WTH! She even told him that she had already scan it twice and cannot do anything to it. So, does it means that if he was only buying one and he's gonna pay for two? But luckily my other cousin bought another one la... If I were him and I'm alone, I will give up my ice-cream..... cheh..... don't care whether she had scan it once or twice..... muahahaha.....

Anyway, went to his unit after that and I saw a really cute cup cover....

Took picture of my dog sleeping ( I know this sounds creepy, but she's my only companion when I'm feeling alone, she will keep all my secrets and listen to me quietly when I'm telling her stuff.She will always be there for me, I knew that I can't live without her)

heart broken

Must I go bound while you go free,
Must I love a man who doesn't love me,
Must I be born with so little art,
as to love a man who'll break my heart......... ouch.......

Biology practical test & 7-11

We had biology practical test for like almost 2 days. The first day, our substitute teacher was nice, but the second day, the teacher sucks man!!!( Mrs Ong is still sick, she's in SJMC now).
We were rushing to do our report and she was like kept on dunno doing wat telling ur what to do or what not to do, slamming the table..... Damn annoying wer.

Went to 7-11 after that, wanna buy reload card..... Then that malay woman like don't know what I'm talking.... I said $30 for 30 days, she gave me $10 then I was like damn pissed off then I kind of like say it louder la, maybe she can't hear it.... then she went to make those really irritating face and sound. She then give me 3 $10. ish.... knS....

I was not in a good mood for the whole day la...... ISH....

taken by Sean!!!

Roommate

I got a new roommate from JB!

I think I like her

She was in Sarawak til she's f4.

Did something really stupid today....

Went out for lunch with Pik Ching & Pooi Ling at Secret Recipe.

Had dinner with Pooi Ling at Chili Padi ( FYI... it's d carrefour food court)

Done biology detailed outline.

Gonna start doing my IS.

The weather is damn hot today.

Listening to 'Lucky" now.

AUSMAT BOY......

I went to check my friendster yesterday and I saw this AUSMAT BOY, I straight away knew that he's Theeban.... I knew why he changed his name, because last time when he added us, none of us approved him, so now, he's still the only one who'll actually still use the word AUSMAT.

I don't deny that I still love AUSMAT very much, but the way he's still so obsessed with AUSMAT disgust me. He said he just came back from UK... o~ must be lying. I'm not mean but the lies that he told us is like.......*speechless*

He once told us that his dad's a lawyer, after that he changed to doctor.... I mean WTF.... After that he said... hey, my dad drives a BMW, turns out it's not and I think he's ashamed of his parents because last time whenever class ends, he'll surely wait for all of us to go back, so that we won't see his parents and he made his dad wait inside the car outside college.

there's once,
SJ: KH, see my * whatever* project, can use point form or not?
KH: wah! u got colour printer! ( he's a really nice boy)
TB: elle.... I also got colour printer....

I was like WTH is he talking.......

He failed every test excluding English.....

Damn hungry now..... sigh......

Random....

Yeah! Finally, results out. Still kena screw by parents... ISH...

Brought my dog up to my friend's place to play with her organ & she introduced my mao mao to her yuan yuan....

Went to carrefour to buy groceries.... spent bout $60 on groceries alone.... ISH....

Mrs ong was absent for 3 days already...... high fever.....

sick....

Finally, I'm back to Subang already. My uncle fetched me back and before that I had roti canai and fried chicken for breakfast. While on the way back here, my stomach wasn't feeling very well but still can tahan. After that, we went to overseas restaurant for lunch and the food there was very nice, but before the dessert was served, I suddenly felt like vomiting and I went to the toilet.

OMG! The toilet is damn gross, if i were to only go there to use the toilet and not vomit right, the food will sure automatically come out from the mouth 1. Can't really imagine why the decoration of the restaurant is so nice and the toilet looks so gross. never mind though, I went in to vomit and I saw unwrapped 'roti'. I was like damn sien.

After that we went to Sunway pyramid, and I felt really dizzy there. So, we went there for a while and da pao wan tan min.

Came back, had a short conversation with my housemate because I couldn't stand up anymore, and I took a quick shower and lie down on bed. Had dinner after that and feel like vomiting again but I actually swallowed it back * gross, I know* I went to bed damn early last night and couldn't sleep.

Woke up at 1am to vomit, then had fever, feeling hot and cold and hot and cold......

Was absent from school today.....

But staying at home is damn sien.

Gosh! feel like vomiting again....... & my head is damn heavy............

Boring!!!

Just came back from Muar because I have to go there and visit my sister. She went to Perlis this eaarly morning, missing her damn much. Hope she can make it to the finals in MSSM.... ( I know it's impossible, but still it's possible) um..... what am I saying..... never mind... Newae, hope that she can win at least one game.... >.<

Finished packing my stuff..... time is like a shooting star, ISH..... I still wanna be pampered by my parents...... mummy said this is the time for us to learn to stay on our own.... After this we will be going don't know where to work and then get married and then.......... blah blah......

Quite true actually, we basically just stay with out parents for like 17 years ( at least)....

My uncle is driving us back to Subang. YEAH!!! Thought we'll be going back by bus... haha.....

So, ciao.....gonna rest early... sugar dreams >.<

爱

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜, 总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担， 你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你， 不论做什么事情， 只要能一起，就是好的， 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深， 你开始发现了对方的缺点， 於是问题一个接著一个发生， 你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避， 有人说爱情就像在捡石头， 总想捡到一个适合自己的， 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？ 她适合你，那你又适合她吗?其实，爱情就像磨石子一样， 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意， 但是记住人是有弹性的， 很多事情是可以改变的， 只要你有心、有勇气， 与其到处去捡未知的石头， 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？ 很多人以为是因为感情淡了， 所以人才会变得懒惰。 错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服， 所以感情才会变淡的。

Lucky- Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

MOUSE!!!

I want to go back to Subang as fast as possible, because there's a mouse hiding somewhere inside my house.

It all happen 2 days ago, when my mommy wanna close the door and she actually saw a black shadow( she wasn't wearing specs that time). Then she thought it was a lizard or something, the next morning, after I woke up I headed to the dining table and saw the apple in the fruit basket was actually bitten by an unknown creature, then I actually thought it was my dad, so I took the apple and show it to my mom, then my mom said it was a mouse. (I immediately throw the apple away)

The next morning, when I woke up, my mom told me the mouse ate the banana and actually drank some oil..... OIL!!!!! Fat mouse.

Went to buy the thingy that can catch mouse 1. My mom said she wants to put something yummy inside, so I suggested the dried squid. Then she said it would be a total waste. Then she put bread crust inside & I told her the bread crust is not very tasty ( cuz I don't like bread crust) Then I suggested to spread butter on it then bake it.

So, I just only realise my piano is making some noise itself, so I suspect the mouse is somewhere inside my piano..... Please don't spoil my piano........ the stupid string cost about at least $200..... please......

The piano is behind me now...... damn scared.....

Home!

YEAH! Finally, I'm back to JB. I'll be going back to Subang on Sunday. Sis is going for MSSM training. Gonna miss her.....

Went to trim my hair today and have the preventing cervical cancer thingy injection.

Got myself a RED PSP!!!!!! It's original, so cannot download pirated games..... Gotta buy the original one but the original one is damn expensive... I bought one and it cost about Rm 169.
I buy it myself okay..... And it's my 18th birthday present. Didn't get myself a proper birthday present last year because I have got no time. Even for my birthday, I just bought a cake from Lavender and celebrated it with my family, but before that we went to pekin with my relatives...

so, gotta spend more time with my family, I was suppose to buy this Sony new MP3 but the last pink 2GB got grabbed by my sis....... so I got no choice but to buy PSP lor.......

So, til here then......

Starbucks!

I'm in Starbucks now, waiting for the bus back to jb.

Damn sien.....

Save the Animals!

Ms Macrina let us watch a video during ESL, I nearly cried. Although I don't like animals, but I'm strongly against animal testing.

Sigh. Animals are cute. They are just like us, they have feelings too....( then why am I still so scared of them? ISH......)

Stayed back until 330 pm today because I don't wanna walk back. Everyone went back after I had my lunch with Shawn. ISH..... After that we met in the library..... &........

Gonna go back tomorrow. YEAH! First time going to Pudu.... second time actually and SPM results is coming out really soon. Good luck guys...... >.<

A Walk to Remember

Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful

Freedom!

Finished exam today! YEAH! I was damn emo today especially after receiving a message. Maybe it's partly because I'm missing home & my mom's message this morning really makes me cry. Never mind I'm goin back soon anyway.

We planned to go shopping tomorrow at Sunway Pyramid. They actually wanted to do their LAN project thingy but don't know why canceled. So, my mom actually asked me to buy some clothes here, and I want to buy a new bag because my crumpler is already 1 year old.

I realize I have the hush to change a new bag after a year using it no matter how expensive it is. I have been changing bags every year for the past 6 years, but, I only stick to one bag a year policy. um...... So, I don't actually have to shift all my stuff around.

YEAH! I don't think it's going to rain today..... ( praying hard)

I need someone special to mend my broken heart. To put back the pieces is not an easy job to do. It takes time.... from 1 minute up to a few days.

PINK!!!

The first reaction people coming into my room is.....

WA! how come your room is so pink one.... U love pink is it?

I got pink:

• towel
• floormat
• bedsheet
• comforter
• specs
• hairband
• boxes( I use it to keep my stuff)
• bolster
• mp3
• bedroom slippers

..........

Actually these are just coincidence. Used to like pink though...

DARN! I should be studying chemistry now but here I am..... blogging.

Can't blame me.... because my housemate brought back a bunch of friends for dinner and they are here early to gossip.

My housemate is cooking tomyam tonight. I forced my cousin to go out tonight because I don't wanna try her tomyam buz she told me it's her first time cooking.

I wanna go to my cousin's place...... I wanna go to my cousin's place...... I wanna go to my cousin's place......

His unit has got lots of food. U can actually see food everywhere u go except the toilet la. Went there to eat pasta before & I'm going there later tonight after dinner.....

Saw one of their friends from Sarawak staying in e-tiara. Shawn said he knows his gf & I always saw him with his gf in carrefour. His gf basically will come here every weekend unlike someone, still blame me for not knowing how to go to his place. I'll find out one day and I swear. Maybe I can ask that girl if I see her face to face. muahaha.....

I should be studying now....... ISH...... primary and secondary bonding..... alcohol...... IUPAC....... ZZZZZZZzzzzzzz...........yawn~~~~

I Don't Know How to Love Him....

I really do not know how to love him ever since I came up here to Subang. I think he changed a lot after half a year staying here. He loves to nag, always say that I'm untidy and my handwriting sucks.

Sometimes I don't know why, I just don't feel the love from him anymore, not as strong as last time. But sometimes, he's showering me with so much of love.

Sometimes I feel like we are just a normal friend, but sometimes I feel that we are lovers.

Sometimes his ignorance annoyed me, but sometimes I felt so blessed.

Evil thoughts kept crossing my mind.....

Does he treat his friend the same way he treats me? Does he nag at his friends? I wonder.... whether his friends all have really neat hand writings, eat properly( w/o sauce dripping out from their burger) I wonder....

He has changed..... totally...... Maybe he's just kacau-ing me..... or maybe he just want to nag. He said nagging at me is for my own good but I don't really think so, like the way he nag at me when I was eating mee, the way he nag at me when I was writing down notes for how to go to Mydin from e-tiara.

This is my first time staying here alone okay.... I didnt even know how Mydin looks like. Never mind, because I got a bunch of friends helping me telling where Mydin is. I really can't live w/o them.... seriously.

He said I don't make friends around unlike him, making friend's friend all around the world. He said I should make more friends and yet everytime he saw his friends walking pass us, he'll definitely use his hand to cover up his face, like he feels very ashamed when he's with me, or he has got a secret girlfriend?

I told him that he didnt even introduce his friends to me when we met, he'll just either run away leaving me behind or do that pose....( covering up the face pose). He said I surely can't mix up with his friends, then I was very furious that time( but still putting on a smiling face) 笑里藏刀 haha..... I asked him is it because I'm not a JPA scholar or wat ever scholar and he's ashamed of bringing me out to meet with his friends. Then he was like no...... he said he just have the feeling that I can't mix well with his friends. Okay fine! I"m already fed up wtih it.....

Maybe we see each other too often this year, but whenever he does that covering up pose, my heart shattered. why is he so ashamed of me? I have got millions and millions of whys to ask him, but I don't know where to start. It really hurts and it hurts so much. Each time I can feel my heartstrings is pulling me( tendal something..... forgot the scientific name of it) It's very painful....

oh love is handsome, may love be fine.
& love's a jewel while it's
new.
But when love grows old, it grows so cold,
& fades away like
morning dew.....

Nightmare....

I can't sleep well last night because I was having a nightmare.

I dreamt of that someone betraying me by sms-ing the other girl called Elizabeth Lee ( strangely, I can still remember 'her' name)

The sun is my alarm clock, it shines directly to my butt...... ish......

Should be studying now, Chemistry test is on Tues and I screwed up my chem test 1 already, don't wanna screw up this one too.

But I can't study, after chem test, I'm free. No more class test, but got a lot of assignments, but who cares...... gotta decorate my room after that and tidy up a bit.

My housemate came into my room yesterday and she said my room is very clean and tidy, I was like: really? After that I went to the kitchen then only I realise why she said my room is c & t already. The kitchen is damn dirty( I don't keep my stuff there because the kitchen has some sour-ly smelly smell except the things in the fridge la) and the washing machine place is damn dirty also, it has got tissue paper all over the place and the place is wet..... the floor is damn sticky and oily + she got hair fall problem

The damn long hair + the damn oily & sticky floor = a damn dirty
place

Overall, she's okay la..... except when she brought her friends back...... damn noisy! ISH......